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I'm sure a lot of people think it's an exaggeration when I say I feel like no one loves me, but it's an honest, lonely and disgusting feeling I deal with pretty much every waking moment. And in those really rare moments where I feel like someone maybe does... It's always so quick and fleeting before whatever this darkness is inside me that is intent on making me feel like the most pathetic, worthless person in existence. Like i see how much most people love and care for each other and I'm angry at myself for being something and someone that isn't worth that love. But sometimes... Sometimes I know better. Someone loves me and its like... My mind just won't let me think that way.
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