Oct 09, 2010 01:28
I don't even know where to start. I don't know how many things in my life can go wrong all at once? Let's test that, shall we?
I end up falling for two people. One will never know I like them so let's just brush that aside for now. I ended up confessing to the second person because I figured I might as well get it out of the way since I know they don't feel the same. Oh boy, confessions... I hate all of this so much.
I'm drowning myself in my own essay and editing a million and one people's at the same time.
I'm trying to douse all of my emotions so that I don't hurt anyone.
It hurts so much to listen to someone go on and on and on about someone you care about... Whatever, he likes neither of us but that's beside the point.
I come back to some sort of abandonment and...
I've had enough of being everyone's pet dog lately. Just want to...
Not going back to my suicidal streak. That would be just... too much to take.
I'm just going to curl up emotionally again and... die on the inside. Yup, that's my plan.
All this emotion is overloading my thought process... It hurts.
I think I've lost all hope in trusting anyone again. Hello, trust issues. I'm glad you came back full-fledged.
stupid