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Hey guys.
Friday kinda went bust on the whole seven people goin out, now its only me fee cheryl and sarah, but its cool though, it will still be fun!
Me and Simon had one fucker of a conversation last night, he is by far the best guy I have ever met, hes lovley lookin yes, but hes just amazing. So amazing that sometimes I want to stick a needle in him to see if he will bleed. Infact, he seems too perfect, like I'm gonna get attatched to him and hell turn out to be a right pig, or whats scaring me even more is that he will turn out to be one huge fucker of a lie. Its just this brilliant thing has walked into my life and why? I've never beleived in fate....
Anyway, theres and 18th coming up and I am seriously thinking about inviting him out with me... seems kind of a serious thing to do though. Maybe.
Biology exam in *strains to calculate time* 12 hours
Not stressing in the slightest, I will at ten to one though...alot is riding on this exam, I need a B to get into uni...I want an A though...blood sweat and tears are going into that exam...even if it means I have to pull my brain out through my nose and sift through it...I will...oh yes I will.
Sorry for the graphics there
The fair at college is soon. Its like a greace lightin end-of-term thing. Theyre having a velcro wall AND gladiator...When I found out about that I jumped up and down untill Nathan promised to go with me. It is going to be AMAZING
I am gonna be so sad leaving college this year, because the first time I was there it was easy to leave cause I hadnt been there for so long, but now its like...well ive known people for nearly two years, most of them anyways, and I will be damned if I lose contact, I love them all so much. Nathan, Jen, Wee Jen, Cheryl, Lisa, Sarah, Stephen, Amanda, Mal, Taylor...the whole lot of them
Other than that its kinda hit home that everyone has left school, and cant go back..now we have to be adults. I mean last year, if I begged, I could have probably tried my luck at getting back into Bannerman, but theres no 7th year is there....goin to clubs, driving, being 18 soon...its all too soon..was talkin to Laura about Alan and I said uch that was 4 years ago...and I was like Fuck, four years is a long time...and even at that, I was 14 four years ago! like when your 16 and you say that was four years ago, four years ago you thought you were great cause you got some idiot to buy you some cider and sit behind a tree gettin drunk, now your the one walkin past the shops and some wee idiot asks you to go in and get them it, all 12 year olds, just like you were and you think god...was I that sad?
Just think about it...its a funny concept to reflect back on isn't it?
Arividerci
Friday kinda went bust on the whole seven people goin out, now its only me fee cheryl and sarah, but its cool though, it will still be fun!
Me and Simon had one fucker of a conversation last night, he is by far the best guy I have ever met, hes lovley lookin yes, but hes just amazing. So amazing that sometimes I want to stick a needle in him to see if he will bleed. Infact, he seems too perfect, like I'm gonna get attatched to him and hell turn out to be a right pig, or whats scaring me even more is that he will turn out to be one huge fucker of a lie. Its just this brilliant thing has walked into my life and why? I've never beleived in fate....
Anyway, theres and 18th coming up and I am seriously thinking about inviting him out with me... seems kind of a serious thing to do though. Maybe.
Biology exam in *strains to calculate time* 12 hours
Not stressing in the slightest, I will at ten to one though...alot is riding on this exam, I need a B to get into uni...I want an A though...blood sweat and tears are going into that exam...even if it means I have to pull my brain out through my nose and sift through it...I will...oh yes I will.
Sorry for the graphics there
The fair at college is soon. Its like a greace lightin end-of-term thing. Theyre having a velcro wall AND gladiator...When I found out about that I jumped up and down untill Nathan promised to go with me. It is going to be AMAZING
I am gonna be so sad leaving college this year, because the first time I was there it was easy to leave cause I hadnt been there for so long, but now its like...well ive known people for nearly two years, most of them anyways, and I will be damned if I lose contact, I love them all so much. Nathan, Jen, Wee Jen, Cheryl, Lisa, Sarah, Stephen, Amanda, Mal, Taylor...the whole lot of them
Other than that its kinda hit home that everyone has left school, and cant go back..now we have to be adults. I mean last year, if I begged, I could have probably tried my luck at getting back into Bannerman, but theres no 7th year is there....goin to clubs, driving, being 18 soon...its all too soon..was talkin to Laura about Alan and I said uch that was 4 years ago...and I was like Fuck, four years is a long time...and even at that, I was 14 four years ago! like when your 16 and you say that was four years ago, four years ago you thought you were great cause you got some idiot to buy you some cider and sit behind a tree gettin drunk, now your the one walkin past the shops and some wee idiot asks you to go in and get them it, all 12 year olds, just like you were and you think god...was I that sad?
Just think about it...its a funny concept to reflect back on isn't it?
Arividerci