Feb 28, 2009 14:40
After my breakup with Taylor, I kinda went off on the deep end. We had broken up before, but, as much as I wanted to be wild and crazy at those times, I restricted myself. By this point though, I let everything go and I've been acting like a whole new person, very outgoing, very active, very adventurous. Of course they all sound like good attributes when they're taken moderately, not to the extreme like I've been doing. I never really was the good girl, but compared to what I am now, I was pretty tame. After last night though... I've finally decided that I'm gonna retire that wild side. I'm acting out to a irresponsible level, I'm better than that. It was only a month, but more than plenty. I didn't do anything that I regret or anything, or even anything too crazy last night... Dunno what clicked this morning but I just decided to return to my serious self. So back to being the good girl that I know I really am and had been :)
So now lets do that job hunting!
A little list, just for my own reference, of what I wish to accomplish to get back on track:
-get a full-time job towards teaching
-get a volunteer work gig, preferably wkly (hopefully the big sister program!)
-study Spanish on a regular basis to be up to par again
-not a big priority, but possibly pick up the violin again
-get a part-time night job
In other news, apparently I got really awesome credit!