Is It The Beginning of The End?
Some things were said last night...I dont know if they were meant, but they hurt. It appears to me that I'm an awful, selfish, uncaring person even though I don't try to be. I really do love David and I want him to be happy. I don't mean to make him miserable...but I think he's through with me. I don't know what to do...I don't know what to say and I'm scared to touch him. I'm scared that I'm going to do something unknowingly and that's going to end it. (I wish I was dead.)