Feb 27, 2007 01:47
In case no one was there to hear me, I just yelled "Fuckin YES!" out loud to myself and a plush booger that's sitting on my desk in suspenders. Class is canceled!
...animatronic monkey head nods in agreement.
So, it turns out that I'm really passionate about whatever I'm doing in life. It's a little frustrating, though -- once you start doing things really well, people start expecting more and more from you, so somewhere in the back of my head I know that I'm well on my way to failing at something or another... I just don't know what it's going to be yet. It's just really difficult for me to consciously be a mediocre person. The trade off, then (I guess), is forgetting birthdays, forgetting needed correspondences, and forgetting all the relatively minor things that add up to make me a completely unreliable person instead. All stuff for which I relentlessly and, I hope, needlessly apologize.
Yeah, I kind of suck sometimes. But other times I'm fucking greaaaaaaaaat!
Tomorrow, with class canceled, I'm going to try to get real passionate about my dishes. I've ran out of spoons. And calling my sister..
Me! Be realistic! Megalomania!
But really... the things in my life right now are so unrealistic it's ridiculous.