April Showers Bring May Flowers.
Im very ready for school to end. I can't stand taking classes I dont care about. I want to go to college. I want to love to learn again. I want to take classes I want to take and learn things I care about. I miss my dad. Im going to Tennessee this summer to see him. I really like my dogs. Bella's amazing. Shes MY dog. I love it.
So I've successfully not liked anyone for 5 months. It took a lot of effort. But then he comes along.. and ruins it all. I dont know if I like him. Its not the usual feeling I get when I like someone. Its like he makes me angry.. he makes me want to hate him.. I love it. It drives me crazy. I wake up never knowing if hes gonna want to talk to me that day.. or ignore me. It's maddening. I think thats whats drawing me in. Its almost suspensful. Still, I'd prefer not to like anyone.. and that's still my goal.
I really like coffee. I wish I could drink it all day. Its absolutely marvelous. I dont want to need it though, as my mom does. I dont want to need anything.
So I've successfully not liked anyone for 5 months. It took a lot of effort. But then he comes along.. and ruins it all. I dont know if I like him. Its not the usual feeling I get when I like someone. Its like he makes me angry.. he makes me want to hate him.. I love it. It drives me crazy. I wake up never knowing if hes gonna want to talk to me that day.. or ignore me. It's maddening. I think thats whats drawing me in. Its almost suspensful. Still, I'd prefer not to like anyone.. and that's still my goal.
I really like coffee. I wish I could drink it all day. Its absolutely marvelous. I dont want to need it though, as my mom does. I dont want to need anything.