Uh oh. here come thoughts of the day.
I hate school. I've never hated it so much in my life. I never EVER thought I'd have any trouble getting into college and now its like a lost dream. I'm definitely going to junior college but I always wanted to leave after high school.. go up north or maybe out of state.. eventually study in a different country. Gettin into a 4-year college was my ticket out of this house.. out of Chatsworth. Junior college wont be so bad though..
I'm not sure I'll be able to live without Ry. She's my main support. It'll be lonely.
I think Im getting sick. I had a horrible headache, then my nose started to run/get stuffy. Then I just felt like crap. I need to sleep. Life just really sucks. and these are supposed to be the best years of our lives. ef that! thats awful! and horribly depressing. Jesus Im gonna hate life forever.
I really miss my sister.. and Kelly
I'm not sure I'll be able to live without Ry. She's my main support. It'll be lonely.
I think Im getting sick. I had a horrible headache, then my nose started to run/get stuffy. Then I just felt like crap. I need to sleep. Life just really sucks. and these are supposed to be the best years of our lives. ef that! thats awful! and horribly depressing. Jesus Im gonna hate life forever.
I really miss my sister.. and Kelly