Living the dream
pairing: Hanchul [girl!Heechul], broken!Sichul
subject: Romance, friendship, angst, AU
rating: PG
summary: Heechul worked hard to attain her dreams and she’ll do anything to achieve it.
Warning: some anti Sunny words included [but I don’t hate her ok!]
A/N: I don’t hate sunny but I just used her character as an obstacle to Heechul so don’t hate for it I have nothing against her! And this is a sequel to Flashback. I hope this makes up for the angsty Hanchul fic I’ve written.
Heechul’s Point of View
I knew I was destined for stardom and it wasn’t long until I reached that specific goal. I did all sorts of trainings and lessons. I attended a lot of auditions and gave my all. All my efforts didn’t go to waste as I finally got into a large agency as a trainee. I was young and I knew it’ll be hard to rise above the rest. I needed to be different and so I needed to be the princess of this agency. Who cares if that Sunny girl is the niece of the president? I can beat her anytime.
I danced and sang like a bitch to get into a group and debut! It wasn’t easy but it was the only way for me to reach my dreams. And it wasn’t long till my prince charming will come and sweep me off my feet. I casually flirt with boys, you know me… I want some fun once in a while. One day, I was practicing a mature dance routine when this hunk entered the dance studio and asked me out, I thought he was a trainee and so I said yes, I liked dating more than dancing. I later knew that he was the son of the CEO and I have no escape beng his girlfriend. I went with it for a while, having him as my boyfriend, I can be the real Princess of this agency, see Sunny.. I can make guys fall for me! It’s because I have talents!
I planned to break up with him but have no valid reason to do so, aside from him being too possessive and clingy. I’m a girl, I’m supposed to be all gorgeous and guys will drool when they see me. I’m not your personal doll or anything!
Then you came and I found a green light. I knew that you were interested in me, who wouldn’t be? But since you are new and foreign, I can totally use you to break up with Siwon, he’s a pesky Boyfriend anyway. I caught you looking at me from afar and I thought of a plan to make you fall for me and use you to my advantage.
There came the perfect opportunity, our concert. We had to pick out some back up dancers and I chose you to be part of it, how can my plan commence without you?
We practice hard and performed well for three months. It was short but long enough to make Siwon furious and wanted to get rid of you; my plan is working perfectly until it backfired!
I remember our first conversation, I “hi”, you replied with your crappy Hangul.. But I giggled so seductively, I saw your jaws drop. I called you cute, I wasn’t joking! You are cute and so I wink at you and said “having a Chinese guy is not so bad.. work with your Hangul, ok?” that was our first conversation, You thought it was the last!
So sorry, my plan is just starting! I greeted you each day and took extra care to make sure you feel taken care of, I was happy doing so, I can’t explain it though but I was really happy when you smile back at me with those expressive eyes.
But then you have to go abroad for your activities. I was so sad, How could you leave me like that? But I was never yours, you were never mine. I broke up with Siwon, haven’t you heard about it? You didn’t call me! I knew I was so wrong expecting that you’d call. I never knew that this Princess will fall so hard! I was so stupid that I played wolf on you and now I’m completely devoured by the feelings of uncertainty. I was so sure before and my confidence exceeded well beyond my limits, but now I feel so vulnerable and I need you to make me feel safe. I cried a lot and this is not the Princess you knew.. I changed, I learned to love and now my goals took a 360o turn: I don’t want to be an idol anymore; I want to be your friend, girlfriend, lover and wife! I wanted you to be my life!
The moment you returned, I greeted you with the most happy smile I could come up with. I hugged you tightly for I fear of loosing you. When you hugged back, I knew what I had to do: I’ll confess my love for you. I’ll probably look stupid and you might reject me but at least I did something. With shaky hands and teary eyed, I took the courage to kiss you for the first time. I was surprised when you responded back and pulled me tighter; it was magical.
I never recall what happened next or cared about the chronological events, all I care about was the ring around my finger and the smile that is forever mine. My dream when I was young was to be an idol and perform on stage, but now I am living my dream of being the only girl in your life, well I guess we’ll be three girls in your heart: your mom, me and our new baby..
subject: Romance, friendship, angst, AU
rating: PG
summary: Heechul worked hard to attain her dreams and she’ll do anything to achieve it.
Warning: some anti Sunny words included [but I don’t hate her ok!]
A/N: I don’t hate sunny but I just used her character as an obstacle to Heechul so don’t hate for it I have nothing against her! And this is a sequel to Flashback. I hope this makes up for the angsty Hanchul fic I’ve written.
Heechul’s Point of View
I knew I was destined for stardom and it wasn’t long until I reached that specific goal. I did all sorts of trainings and lessons. I attended a lot of auditions and gave my all. All my efforts didn’t go to waste as I finally got into a large agency as a trainee. I was young and I knew it’ll be hard to rise above the rest. I needed to be different and so I needed to be the princess of this agency. Who cares if that Sunny girl is the niece of the president? I can beat her anytime.
I danced and sang like a bitch to get into a group and debut! It wasn’t easy but it was the only way for me to reach my dreams. And it wasn’t long till my prince charming will come and sweep me off my feet. I casually flirt with boys, you know me… I want some fun once in a while. One day, I was practicing a mature dance routine when this hunk entered the dance studio and asked me out, I thought he was a trainee and so I said yes, I liked dating more than dancing. I later knew that he was the son of the CEO and I have no escape beng his girlfriend. I went with it for a while, having him as my boyfriend, I can be the real Princess of this agency, see Sunny.. I can make guys fall for me! It’s because I have talents!
I planned to break up with him but have no valid reason to do so, aside from him being too possessive and clingy. I’m a girl, I’m supposed to be all gorgeous and guys will drool when they see me. I’m not your personal doll or anything!
Then you came and I found a green light. I knew that you were interested in me, who wouldn’t be? But since you are new and foreign, I can totally use you to break up with Siwon, he’s a pesky Boyfriend anyway. I caught you looking at me from afar and I thought of a plan to make you fall for me and use you to my advantage.
There came the perfect opportunity, our concert. We had to pick out some back up dancers and I chose you to be part of it, how can my plan commence without you?
We practice hard and performed well for three months. It was short but long enough to make Siwon furious and wanted to get rid of you; my plan is working perfectly until it backfired!
I remember our first conversation, I “hi”, you replied with your crappy Hangul.. But I giggled so seductively, I saw your jaws drop. I called you cute, I wasn’t joking! You are cute and so I wink at you and said “having a Chinese guy is not so bad.. work with your Hangul, ok?” that was our first conversation, You thought it was the last!
So sorry, my plan is just starting! I greeted you each day and took extra care to make sure you feel taken care of, I was happy doing so, I can’t explain it though but I was really happy when you smile back at me with those expressive eyes.
But then you have to go abroad for your activities. I was so sad, How could you leave me like that? But I was never yours, you were never mine. I broke up with Siwon, haven’t you heard about it? You didn’t call me! I knew I was so wrong expecting that you’d call. I never knew that this Princess will fall so hard! I was so stupid that I played wolf on you and now I’m completely devoured by the feelings of uncertainty. I was so sure before and my confidence exceeded well beyond my limits, but now I feel so vulnerable and I need you to make me feel safe. I cried a lot and this is not the Princess you knew.. I changed, I learned to love and now my goals took a 360o turn: I don’t want to be an idol anymore; I want to be your friend, girlfriend, lover and wife! I wanted you to be my life!
The moment you returned, I greeted you with the most happy smile I could come up with. I hugged you tightly for I fear of loosing you. When you hugged back, I knew what I had to do: I’ll confess my love for you. I’ll probably look stupid and you might reject me but at least I did something. With shaky hands and teary eyed, I took the courage to kiss you for the first time. I was surprised when you responded back and pulled me tighter; it was magical.
I never recall what happened next or cared about the chronological events, all I care about was the ring around my finger and the smile that is forever mine. My dream when I was young was to be an idol and perform on stage, but now I am living my dream of being the only girl in your life, well I guess we’ll be three girls in your heart: your mom, me and our new baby..