200413, 210413 U-Kiss Collage Tour Concert Singapore

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It's less than week to my exams but I'm still here typing this out and for obvious reasons, I'm fucked :-( ANyway let's get to the fan-account ^.^

200313

Sooooo I had actually wanted to go to the airport for their arrival (540AM) So I had like 10 alarms from 4AM - 430AM...........and I ended up waking up at 6am. I was so flustered hahahaha then I realized it was because my bloody alarm did not have the sound function activated or something?! So I was really terribly upset I was lamenting for like 2 hours on my bed :-( But I heard that their flight landed 30mins earlier! That was quite a shocker actually HAHA So yes I just rolled on my bed being upset and depressed until I had to go to school for extra lessons (I know, on a Saturday?!)

So yes I rushed home yada yada yada and fastfoward to 2PM!! I reached Vivo and bought lightsticks for the concert before heading to Hard Rock to explore a little and hopefully bump into the boys! And what do you know, I actually did bump into them! HAha So, I was alone, so it was really easy for me to walk around up and down without being noticed or looking suspicious :P But during my expedition, I met Manager Rupino Kimzzzz HAHAHA He was lugging a whole black bag of I guess costumes?? I didn't even realize it was him bc I was looking at my phone and then I looked up and saw him staring at me with a 'Is she a fan?' face. Well yes Manager KIm I am a fan ^.^

So after that I walked into Festive Hotels and the employees at the salon located right infront of it was like 'Eh there are stars here!' (in Chinese) and so I was like !?!?!? So I galloped(?! can't find an appropriate term) with my disgustingly painful 8cm heels and omg I saw these guys in white suits and I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I started trembling already HAHAHAH Ok first you need to understand that my bag was super paked with the bloody stool and the lightsticks and my gift and fanboard and shit like tissue and umbrellas! So when I went out they were right infront of me in the van and I didn't know what to do, so I just stood there for like 5secs staring at them and them (Kein & Eli & Hoon) staring at me hahahahahahaha I could only see the first 2 rows of seats aka Eli & Kevin, Kiseop & Hoon. So I decided to wave and Kevin and Hoon waved back! Then I had this awkward 7sec staring fest w Eli before i decided to smile at him and he smiled back at me hahah. After that I obviously dug my fanboard and gift out as quickly as possible and I wanted to pass it to them but the staff was all 'No. Yo go back to Hard Rock now.' WELL HOW ABOUT NO. But then there were like 4 huge ass body guards infront of the van so I couldnt do anything :-( Then I just flashed my fanboard at Kiseop and he waved back! WOOHOO.

I honestly didn’t expect them to remember me/my board after 2 years, I mean like, come on, it has been 2 years!!!! But it was quite MEHH :S to know that he had no recollection of it at all. It’s not his fault tho, and right now I’m just contradicting myself lololol

Nonetheless, I was really happy bc I was the only fan there HAHAHA and it was awkward but funny but nice at the same time! So after that I sat in the hotel lobby! And came along their 2 stylist noonas who sat with me and gave me that same 'Is she a fan?' face. You might be wondering, 'Then why the fuck didn't you give your gift to them?!' I WOULD LIKE TO ASK MYSELF THAT QUESTION TOO T.T Sigh pie
After a while they went off to join U-Kiss i think and then I was just waking around and hanging around and acting like a tourist when I was like 'Ok you know what forget it la just go queue'. Met up w Rachel, then we went up to the 'fansign'.

I was really shocked when I saw how the 'fansign' was carried out! I expected them to usher all of us into an area and the boys to come out to greet all of us first, before we go up on stage to sign, but nooooooooo it was so different!!! I know I haven't gone for an event in 2 years but wow has it really changed that much?! But anyway, we were led in groups of 20 into the press conference room where u-kiss were sitting in 1 straight row, waiting for you to come to them to sign your ticket, lol. Ticket, yes. Apparently we could bring in other stuff but I misintepreted it and thought they were giving us an album so yes I ended up having my ticket signed too haha!! Before the fansign, I wrote on a post-it:

Hello! I am the girl who folded the 1004 cranes! Please take my present to you later!! TT (in Korean)

I stuck in onto the bottom part of the ticket so that they would naturally be able to read and see it when they sign my ticket and my God the reactions of everyone was priceless (maybe except Kevin and Dongho) First was Kevin, who saw me and the first thing he said was "Hi!! How old are you?" HAHAHA I really did not know how to answer so I just said "It's a secret~" and then I realized he didn't read my post-it so I told him who I was and he went "Ahhh?!!!!".............and then I got pushed to Kiseop.

Kiseop hahahaahhaha his reaction was so big that all themembers just turned to stare at him!!!

Kiseop: Annyeong!
Me: Annyeong :-)
/kiseop signs and reads/
Kiseop: OOOOOOOOOH OH OH OH!!! AHHHH AH!!! /nods head/ ARAYO~~
Me: KIYEOKHAEYO??? ^.^.^.^.^
Kiseop: YEH YEH~~~ AHHH!!! /gives me his hand
/handshake and awkward smiling and eye staring again

For Kiseop, because his hands are really really big it was kinda awkward when we shook hands HAHAH Because i don't know if I was in a hurry or he was in a hurry or we were just clumsy, the handshake I had with him was his entire hand just wrapping around my entire hand(still in its ready-to-shake-hands position) to the point I could feel his fingers at my wrist LOL Then again, I have a very small hand so maybe that's why! It was funny because I think we both felt the weirdness of the handshake and our eye contact was very '...welll this is awk...' HAHAH What do you get when you put 2 awkward potatoes together? 2 Awkward Potatoes.

If you thought that was comical wait till I get to AJ's. HAHAH. Next was Dongho, who really just said Hi! signed and said Bye! So I replied him with 'Hi~~' and 'Bye~~' too! Then it was Eli! So Eli went really happily and loudly 'Annyeong~~~~~~~' So I said Annyeong~~~~~~~ in the same tone as him, we shook hands then he signed the ticket, I am pretty sure he said something at this point but I  can't remember so yupppp lol then I told him 'Good luck and have fun at the concert!' and he replied 'See you there!'

AJ: Hi!!! /lifts palm
Me: Hello!!!! /high-fives
AJ: Ahhh Lee. Ki. Seop. (reading from my fanboard which was in my hand) You only like Lee Kiseop right?! Only him and no one else right?!?!
Me: :3333333
AJ: Ayeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: No I'm kidding I like all of you~~~ ^.^
AJ: Oh I'm sure you do!! /gives the 'ya right' face & chuckles/ Bye!! See you!
Me: Byee!!!

Hoon is so adorable I cannot even!!! His hair looked so fluffy like coffee flavoured cotton candy HAHA and it didn't help that he looked up at me with his amazing huge puppy eyes. I couldn't even say anything because he looked so vulnerable and adorable t.t.... Also he said thank you as 'ddengkyu~~~' which made him 2091284012x more adorable hahaha He is so cute!!!

Soohyun: Annyeong!!!
Me: Annyeong!!!!!
/Soohyun signs and reads/
Soohyun: AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AH!!! /nods head x5 with eyes closed like a puppy/
Me: Kkkkk oppa kiyeokhaeyo??
Soohyun: /nods and smiles w teeth like small boy/
Me: Conert hwaiting~~~
Soohyun: Hwaiting~~~
/shakes hands/

I think it might have been the make-up, but all of them looked soooooooo so so so soooooooo good!!!!!!! It was insane. Like f l a w l e s s......... Yup it's probably the make-up hahaha. I know their real skin isn't as flawless :P Btw, all of you should be proud of me!!! I did not stutter at all and neither did I tremble and look like a terrified kid during this fansign!! THIS FUKING SKILL TOOK ME 4YEARS TO TRAIN HAHAH I am the queen now. You may bow down to me. But really, no words can express how thankful I am to allllllllll of them, for remembering me (except Hoon and AJ bc they don’t know what happened)

Moving on, after the fansign, Rachel and I went to the actual VVIP queue for the concert. Waited about 3.5hours I think, (I’m just going to skip this whole chunk cause yall wouldn’t want to know anyway) then we were ushered into the concert area! Running UP a flight of STAIRS in 8cm heels which you’ve only worn once is like binding your feet okay not even fucking kidding. I wanted to die there and then!!!!!!!! After that HUGEASS flight of stairs, there were still MORE stairs and MORE running and a lot more pain for my feet t.t (I blame my short genes!) We got a pretty good spot, really near and to be honest, the VVIP had only a few people and there were only 2 rows of fans at my side!!! We even had a huge ass space behind us.

They were showing really boring ‘advertisements’ and videos to keep us entertained which obviously didn’t fulfill its purpose b c it was repeated at like 7x, I swear. Then Ah Ken came out and the people around me, we were blatantly disussing about how weird he is ahaha. Yeah yada yada yada more waiting, then SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE EERYWHERE SMOKEEE SMOKE

BAM! U-Kiss… walked up the stairs lol Then they started the concert w Stop Girl, if I’m not wrong! My memory is failing me! But it doesn’t matter anyway right?? Hahah at the end of Stop Girl, Kiseop blew a kiss around my direction and I’m pretty sure it wasn’t me even though Rachel insists it is. (Aha, I am not as delusional as you guys think!) There was a lot of smiling and waving and cheeky grins throughout the concert, really. From all members! All the members seemed to have some recollection of who I was (NOT BEING DELUSIONAL HERE. I HOPE NOT) bc they all looked at me with that ‘hey it’s you’ eyes if you get what I mean!!

During Someday (which is one of my fav ukiss songs ever) Seop saw me and he kinda lifted his eyebrows and smiled in the ‘oh-hello-it’s-you!!’ way? It was such a pretty smile I wanted to die!!!  Hahaha that was the start of all the fanservice he gave me wahahahaha

So anyway I can’t remember what came after what anymore, but I think it was during Forbidden Love??? Eli saw me and strangely maintained the eye contact with me and the then proceeded to smirk and wink and bite his lip while looking at me??!?! HAHAHA It was very strange but nonetheless attractive and hot, no doubt.  In return, I merely smiled lol I really did not know how to react. This applies to everything. Like when they smile at me what am I supposed to do?  Scream and die?? Smile back? Wave my hand like a psycho????

I think I’m just generally a very… sane? I don’t even know I don’t get hyped up easily HAHAHA Well in the past I would, in the past when 1 smile meant the entire world kind of thing? I mean now it still applies but not so much anymore! I really don’t know how to put this in a way that I won’t sound so snobbish…. Agh HAHAH ok nevermind. Point is, I really didn’t know how to react, so I merely smiled back even wilder at all of them or sometimes I would wave back too.

Hmmm what happened next? There was just a lot of smiling and waving here and there, especially with Hoon, Kiseop, Eli & AJ (or at least those were the ones I noticed) Okay, partly because I am horribly, terribly, disgustingly, atrociously, Kiseop-biased lol Sometimes I find myself just staring at him during the performance rather than as a whole because he’s so beautiful TT TT I really cannot take it!!! Hahaha he really is so perfect!! Too perfect TT TT Whenever he performs he really concentrates full out and puts in so much energy and everything omg TT TT At some points I really felt myself watching him with eyes that were a mixture of TT_TT & *_* HAHAHA!!! Mannnnn that boy can make my heart beat faster by his charisma :-( Unfair.

Oh. Letme just add. When that boy does Dora dora, Standing Still or any dance that has hip thrusts he automatically transforms into a porn star. Like soft porn on stage hahahahaha. He’s so into it and you can see he’s like oooOOOOYEHBABEHHH hahahahahahha and when he’s supposed to be sad and emo he’s really em0b0ii_91 kkkkkkk

At one point, the boys did their own rendition on the annoying Gwiyomi and it was really cute oughkevindonghocough for some and gross coughkiseopcough and hot coughhooncough and comical coughsoohyuncough and weird coughajelicough but they’re such fools. Hehe. Love them to bits! Eli even did his classic chicken dance!! Hahaha

Hmm we even had a mini competition amongst the fans! The boys divided the audience up and one girl from the group that screamed the loudest could come up onto stage! So my group won and Soohyun picked this Malay girl! The way he imitated her is priceless HAHAHAH Too bad I didn’t record it!!!! It was like a seal slapping itself and jumping but much more attractive since it’s Soohyun :P So when she came up,
Kevin: Hi!!! How old are you?
Dongho: I KNOW I KNOW!! 32!!!
Everyone: EHHHHH!!! /scolds
Kevin: So, who is your most favourite member in U-Kiss?
Girl: Dongho!
/chirp chirp awkward/
Everyone: /bashes dongho
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHH moral of the story???? Never reply to an ‘age’ question. Sensitive shit right there.

We also heard a small part of uBEAT’s new song which really sounds pretty darn good!!!! It was during one of the talks, and omg now that I’m on the talks. It’ s so amusing to see the Americanos one side and the Koreananos on another side. There’s like this distinct line HAHAHAH The Koreans will just add in random “YEAHHH” “whoooo” “yeah Singapore!!” “yayyy” “WOWW~” throughout the concert bc they obviously understand no shit HAHA Especially Kiseop and Soohyun, happy happy just “WHOOO” “YEAHHH” hahahaahaha Dongho was just really quiet haha!!

I love watching U-Kiss perform!! Like really really really. Everyone should watch it at least once, as upclose as I did!!! You can see so much passion behind every step and it looks so much better in real life than on screen!!! I feel so proud of them!!!! Especially since I’ve been with this group from the period of  Dongho’s cornrow days and Eli’s baldy days and Kiseop’s lion ulzzang hair days. I feel like a proud mom. Not even kidding. They’ve improved so much!!!!!!! I really really really love Soohyun perform, he’s my favourite performer in the group honestly! He’s so passionate GRAHHH Let me hug you t.t  And he’s a beautiful idol and all of his fans are so lucky because he loves every single one of them to the moon and back T.T IF I COULD PICK A HUSBAND IN U-KISS IT’D DEFINITELY BE HIM!!!!!!!!!!! HE’S PERFECT.

So yes there was a lot of me shouting KISEOP!!!!!!!!!!! HOOON!!!!!!!! SOOHYUNNNNNNNN!!!!! (yay 3 favs) and them turning and waving and smiling hahah I even captured on video Hoon staring and singing into my camera!! Check out my Dora Dora video if you want to see it~ Not forgetting, there was also me melting a lot more when kiseop smiled at me and held eye contact with me >3<

Oh yes!! I WAS SO HAPPY THEY PERFORMED WITHOUT YOU. YET ANOTHER ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially  since they fool around and go around ‘shooting’ Cupid arrows to everyone!!! I wanted Kiseop to do it to me but he didn’t HAHA it’s okay BECAUSE AJ DID SO HAHAHAHAH He looked at me then shot the cupid’s arrow at me, and me being the retard I am, I tipped/jerked my head back to indicate that I’e been shot and he stared at me with a ‘WTF’ face and started laughing at me which resulted in both of us laughing HAHAHAHAH this is so retarded!!!!!! But yes it was a very silly moment :3 AJ then went to join Kiseop and Hoon who was being retarded asses to the fans at the back!

Eli and AJ kept coming to our side and yes there was just a lot of smiling and smirking and happiness hehe! Kevin’s no exception!
It was such a nice concert because the fanchants were soooooooooo loud! Even though I was situated at a spot where the bass was unbearable and by the 1st hour I couldn’t hear on my right anymore, the fanchants just echoed throughout the entire space ^.^.^ Such a nice feeling!!!!!!!!!!! I’m sure the boys must have felt the same hehehe. Also, during ballads when everyone sways together omg I’ve never felt so proud ^.^.^.^.^

Yada yada yada and then it was ENCORE!!!!!! Encores are the best bc they’re so silly and fun and giggly and retarded just like how dem boys w cornrows and crooked teeth and afros will always be boys despite the make up and ‘HUR I A MAN’ cover-up!!! They sang  평생 (For KISS Me) which I absolutely LOVEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! So they were jumping everyone was jumping and being silly and this was when members starting to take the fans’ cameras and polaroids and phones to selca! LEE KISEOP ALMOST DROPPED THE POLAROID. HE LITERALLY SAVED IT BY THE HOOK. THAT BOY. GOD. I really wanted him to selca with my phone but then SMART ME ONLY HAD 8% LEFT. /insert applause/ Oh well!!! He actually sat down around my area but it wasn’t at my side :-( SO I was just like BITCHES MOVE and squeeze myself to fit within his zone of vision(?!) HAHAHA!!! He was sitting there singing and swinging his legs and head and then he saw my fanboard and his eyes lit up and he smiled and waved heheheheheheheheh ^.^.^.^.^ YES TAKE THAT. CRANE EMPRESS BITCHES.

Oh that reminds me. LEE KISEOP THAT IDIOT KEPT SPRAYING WATER AT EVERYONE. He will just open a bottle and start shaking it and making the audience wet…………hokay that sounded a lot more inappropriate than I would have liked it to. HAHAH anyway yes!!! And they were throwing their towels which I was avoiding bc :SSS

Anyway then the final final final item of the concert was Manmanhani!!! YOU SHOULD HAVE HEARD OUR FANCHANTS. I think we could have brought USS down. Yes. In my head, we could. And all the members were sooooooooooo happy!!! Instead of acting all charismatic you just see them enjoying themselves and smiley while putting up an awersome performance!!!! What else could I ever ask for??? ^.^.^.^.^
Then the Koreananos who could not understand English thought it was time to go back so they walked to the back HAHAHA and the Americanos were like “GUYS IT’S NOT OVER COME BACK ;~;” I FEEL U MAN. LANGUAGE BARRIERS SUCK. There was a video prepared by Ukissmesg if I’m not wrong and the boys were so cute sitting on the floor together and watching it and hugging and replying to the fans who were in the video! Such a lovely bunch of people :’)

Then it was realllly the time to say goodbye :’(((( So we all said goodbye! And DUNDUNDUN KISEOP BLEW A KISS TO ME HEHEHE >3< I swear I’m not being delusional!!! He blew it when he was walking off and the flying kiss turned into a wave??? If you get what I’m trying to say hahahah!!! So yesssssssssss that’s how the awesome pawesome concert ended!!!

I really wanted to pass Kiseop my present so I was rushing off then we were held back and (fast forward 1hr) I also realized that me and Rachel were waiting in the wrong hotel lobby OTL. What even right?! Especially sine I saw them earlier on lol I know. I caught a glimpse of them in the van and I was so afraid they were leaving I was about to cry!!! I swear I looked sooooo flustered and vulnerable, even Hoon was looking at me with those kind of sympathetic, helpless eyes. T,T.T Then they drove off and I entered into a state of panic and shit and there were even tears hahahahaha but ya ok skipping this part HAHAH I just ended up home with extremely sore toes and legs and a resolution to wake up at 4am!!!!!!!!!!

200413

I woke up at 4AM and left for the airport at 530AM and then went home dejected and (extremely extremely) upset and heartbroken at 8AM TT

I then decided to skip my Art lesson to go to the hotel beause I was really incredibly desperate and I wanted to pass Kiseop my present personally, with my own hands and his own hands accepting them.

I felt so horrible that even though lunch was my first meal in 30hours, I almost puked it all out TT TT (The fact that I drank acidic coffee early in the morning at 6AM without eating anything made it even worse T.T)

So I reached the hotel at about 2PM? I just walked around and because I was alone again, it was easy for me to blend in and hide from the nasty eyes of the staff!! At first I was not sure if the boys were even in their rooms, and then suddenly, Kiseop’s tweet popped up!! OMG I felt like I was obliged to kiss the floor or something!!! So anyway, not long after, I think I waited for about 1.5h? 1h 15min thereabouts? THE BOYS SUDDENLY CAME OUT. What EVEN. I ran in my creepers despite my sore toes and passed Kiseop my gift.

Okay I need to explain about my gift. So you see, my gift is all packed into those plastic bags you get when you buy clothes online? But of course of a much better, sturdier ,thicker quality. So it was actually inside a paper bag the day before, but because my bottle leake, the entire paper bag was wet and I had to throw it away T.T And I had no time to get another bag bc everything was just a mad rush!!!!  So technically, my present was just in a plastic bag aha aha ahahaahah.

Where were we? Yes so they came out and I awkwardly whipped out the plastic bag and called him and asked him to take it. For a split second, he stared at it and I could almost hear him saying ‘ige mwoya?!’ but he took it and he looked really perplexed and gave me the very confused look for a sec but accepted it anyway!!! (Maybe bc this is 3292348023x less WOW than my previous present??? Maybe hahaa) AND SO I WAS REALLY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really not being able to pass him my present was my greatest fear to be honest!!!

It’s so important to me bc the last time we met was 2 years ago and I am horribly ashamed of the letter book I wrote for him HAHAHAH because it was kinda childish??? Ish. Ish. And he has it in his house!!!!! I mean of course yall will say but he doesn’t even remember, but I remember!!! T.T And 2 years is a long time, I have so much I want to say to him!!!! T.T I think the letters play a more important part than the actual gifts. Anyhoooooo I bought him an asos cap and a Topman tanktop! I really hope he wears the cap bc I liked that cap a lot and I almost kept it for myself HAHAHA And I think it suits him so hopefully he will wear it one day!!!!!!!!! :-(

All in all, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!!!!!! I feel so blessed and I really have no regrets!! (At least, none that I can think of right now) It has been 2 really really really hectic days for me and right now I have a whole pile of work to complete with only 2hours of sleep T.T But that’s not the point. I’m just so glad I have met him again, finally, and that I can confirm and I feel affirmed and reassured that he, as well as the other members, remember me and I cannot be more thankful for that!!!!!! (Especially my 2 fav sooseop ^.^) It’s a great feeling! Hahaha and I’m so thankful for the fanservice and everything just omggggggggggggg I feel so blessed. And with the present now safely in HIS hands not in the hands of a random staff, I feel even more jolly and merry hehe!!!!!!!

Thank you so much U-Kiss for such an amazing concert!! Though it might not have been the most grand, most large-scale, most ideal place for a concert, they performed their utmost best and it was a real joy and pleasure to watch them perform. Don’t think I’ll ever get sick of watching them performing J They are true inspirations and I love them sososososososososososososososoo much!!!!!! T.t.t.t. I will still be a KissMe until the end of time!!!!!!!!!!!! Spazz about Kiseop to my grandchildren. Sounds like a good plan.

Thank you U-Kiss, for putting up such a memorable concert and allowing everyone to enjoy such an elevating experience :’) I really hope to see you boys soon!!! (After my Os please)

Thank you Lee Ki Seop, though you’re a huge ass burden I don’t think I will sacrifice as much as I have for you for anyone else lol Sometimes I think if  it’s all worth it to do so much for you but then you make me so so hapy, and you’re automatically forgiven lol what an ass. I love you, thank you so so much, you’re really the best  :* (and I will forever be ur 크래인걸)