Where Do I Go From Here

Sep 28, 2004 00:24

"I dare you to move/I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor/I dare you to move".....

As of right now I am jobless. I have an idea to be a consultant for a crafts company called Close To My Heart. They sale rubber stamps and items for scaptbooking. I am worried that there is not much of a damand for this kind of stuff. My Mom and aunt have been stamping since I was a little kid, so I know they will buy stuff from me, but I cannot live off of my family. I was thinking about consulting for this company called Pamphered Chef. My Dad is, but for one reason or another, has not been into it much latley, so my Mom brought up the idea. There is much more of a damand for kitchen supplies than for craft supplies. But when I brought the idea up to my Dad, her got a little territorial, so I decided to back off. It is his thing, so I need to find mine. However, I am still worried that it is not going to cutt it. Daniel and I had a discussion about my lack of bring in funds. We are both concerned, but not so much worried. He makes enough to cover both of us, but I do not think it is fair to him. We agreed when we moved in together that we would each pay half. That was when I thought I would have a job with a Manpower site. They did not come through as I thought they would. I also want to get a job because I am bored. I sit at home all day and play video games (when I am not filling out applications and searching for jobs). I have been able to train my dog a lot better, so that is a plus. No "suprises" if you leave her in a room by herself anymore. But anyhow, back to the perdicimate at hand. I figured to combat my boredness, until I get a job, I would volunteer somewhere. As soon as that idea came into my head, I felt a very strong tug at my heart, and since then I have not been able to get the idea out of my head. It is as if God were saying "now you have got the picture". But I do not know where I sould start. I called Habitat and emailed them about up coming builds. I have not gotten an email back from them, but the young man on the phone said that they are more than happy to have my help. But that touging feeling is still there. I cannot help but think that there is a reason I am jobless right now. It is like the clip above by Switchfoot (an awesome Christian band that has recently been accepted into the "alternative circle") says "I dare you to move". I just do not know. What I do know, though, is that this will take a bit more thinking and praying. Love all.

Stesha
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