OH boy what a pretty night this has turned into!
OK, my mood has changed yet again. First on my list of things to do is apologize for my bad mood. That depressing coment was a little pent up anger. I am better now I was reading about Jesus and I had a discussion with my cousin Kolleen.
She is the most beautiful person. She leads a youth group and she says the most amazing things.
Here was what she said tonight:
dRuMiNcHiK: ok you know how on Earth....well rite now we are 16 years old...and we have been here 16 years...so 16 years of our life is DONE AND OVER..and we have like 70 more years to go then we are done
StickyLittleGirl: yeah
dRuMiNcHiK: well in Heaven...you have eternity...so lets say you have been there for 100 years...you are not 100 years old..none of your time is used up..its not like every year that goes by you are closer to teh end...the longer you are there..it DOESNT MATTER you still have the exact same amount of time left...as when you first got there..you always have eternity
She is amazing.
I feel guilty for how angry I was at God last year I used to say he either didn't exist or he hated me. I was just angry and confused. I think now I have much different veiws. I love you Kolleen. I love you Chico. The two of you are my greatest influences. Chico you are my mentor and you helped me change. You were the visine to my blurry red itchy eyes. I can see now. I can see.
Reading also helped me. Oh man I am in a good mood right now. Kolleen also said this:
dRuMiNcHiK: well i dont know if this is true for you.....but i dont drink pop..so i normally just drink water....and other things sometimes taste good...like juice and whatnot...but only water quenches my thirst..and like when i am really thirsty....like dried up throat thirsty..only water will make me better....only water will satisfy me....and Jesus says that he is the living water....and sometimes when things go wrong i try other "juices" ya know..to satisfy me....but the only thing that will make me better..or satisfy me..is Jesus
dRuMiNcHiK: i wish i was smart enough to skip the "juice tasting" part..and always head to him
I hope her beauty helps you think tonight. Beautiful dreams to all of you.
She is the most beautiful person. She leads a youth group and she says the most amazing things.
Here was what she said tonight:
dRuMiNcHiK: ok you know how on Earth....well rite now we are 16 years old...and we have been here 16 years...so 16 years of our life is DONE AND OVER..and we have like 70 more years to go then we are done
StickyLittleGirl: yeah
dRuMiNcHiK: well in Heaven...you have eternity...so lets say you have been there for 100 years...you are not 100 years old..none of your time is used up..its not like every year that goes by you are closer to teh end...the longer you are there..it DOESNT MATTER you still have the exact same amount of time left...as when you first got there..you always have eternity
She is amazing.
I feel guilty for how angry I was at God last year I used to say he either didn't exist or he hated me. I was just angry and confused. I think now I have much different veiws. I love you Kolleen. I love you Chico. The two of you are my greatest influences. Chico you are my mentor and you helped me change. You were the visine to my blurry red itchy eyes. I can see now. I can see.
Reading also helped me. Oh man I am in a good mood right now. Kolleen also said this:
dRuMiNcHiK: well i dont know if this is true for you.....but i dont drink pop..so i normally just drink water....and other things sometimes taste good...like juice and whatnot...but only water quenches my thirst..and like when i am really thirsty....like dried up throat thirsty..only water will make me better....only water will satisfy me....and Jesus says that he is the living water....and sometimes when things go wrong i try other "juices" ya know..to satisfy me....but the only thing that will make me better..or satisfy me..is Jesus
dRuMiNcHiK: i wish i was smart enough to skip the "juice tasting" part..and always head to him
I hope her beauty helps you think tonight. Beautiful dreams to all of you.