Sad......
well...I knew this time was coming...I am now back to be a single women..That is the sadest thing that I think has ever came oout of my mouth...Yeah Mike called me this morning and told me that it was over and that he LOVED ME...hah thats funny..eight months down the drain...I love this boy with every beat of my heart..I just knew one day this would happen. We fought alot, but who doesnt....I guess you can tell a little hostility right now..yeah i dont think it has really hi me that he is gone..hes not mine anymore...Im almost 21 and I was ready to marry this man...I have never ever loved anyone like this before..It was like he was my other half....I think that we are meant to be he just needs ALOT of time to think about things and look at how he treats me...It's not good..I give my heart and soul..I sacrafice alot for him, my friends, my school work..and things just go unoticed...Its hard when you love someone so much and you dont get the same back as you give..Well I am really sad and yes I know it will hit me hard sometime today...But im sticking in there and Im going to be strong for once....I love him soooooooo much and he knows it....I hope everything works out for the better..