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It's up to the dices, now, and my determination. The horrifying part is the dices. In going in the direction which, almost forcibly, because of my own complete and total error, I must now go, it is necessary that I understand when considering the possible alternatives I have 'given' up, my failure to make myself marketable in any way, really, "Is that what I really wanted? At all? Would even its satisfaction have lead to what I want, now; even if it would have lead to what, by that point, would satisfy me?"
No: this is better. In this direction, my whole life is the game. The movie never ends, the resolution never comes. A purposeful avoidance of solution because the solution means the end. But it never ends, anyway. Or it is already over. Depending on one's approach.
No: this is better. In this direction, my whole life is the game. The movie never ends, the resolution never comes. A purposeful avoidance of solution because the solution means the end. But it never ends, anyway. Or it is already over. Depending on one's approach.