Feb 09, 2007 23:06
I'm sad/upset.
I feel like I have nowhere to go.
I feel alone.
What am I supposed to do?
All I can think to do is suck it up and shut up.
I really hate that I'm the girl version of the nice guy. I'm the girl that is a good friend to guys, but I never get anywhere. I'm always supportive because that comes first. My friends' needs come before my own. No matter what. I don't want to be selfish and I don't want to be rejected again.
I don't know how many times I've said this... I just want someone to like me for who I am, inside and out. When will it happen? Who knows. But I hope it's soon.
love, Michele
p.s. It makes me really happy, but really sad that the only valentine I'll get this year is from my best friend.