a new thought

[chiclette03]

I was talking to a Quirine yesterday. I was explaining to her about transferring. I told her how I wanted to go to USF and be near Laura. But that I couldn't because my parents wanted me to come home. And also about how everyone in Michigan is dead set on me coming back and it's probably best for everyone. She thinks I should try and talk to my parents and let them know I want to go to Tampa. Quirine thinks I should put what I want first. And I guess she's right. But my Mom and Dad really want me to come back and so does everyone else. I can't really say no to that. I don't want to let everyone down. At the same time though I want to be close to everyone. Then again I want to give living down here another chance. I think Rollins isn't the best place for me. I want to give another place a try. And I think with Laura near me, it will be better.

love, Michele

p.s. I want to find what I feel for him down here. I don't want to go back and see him and hurt every time I do.