Drama included for your reading pleasure
I read some where about a point scale about stress. The top 5 things that earned the most points are, in no order they are Changing a job, Death of a loved one, moving, divorce, and marriage.
The the past year I have changed jobs once, no one has passed away (knock on wood), moved 5 times, divorced once, and I haven't married anyone. That's a shit load of stress, on top of starting (and finishing my first year of college). To all of you that though I couldn't or wouldn't do it I shall do my I did it and you were wrong dance. It's quite cute. To those that supported me and help me I'll do my thank you dance. No, they don't look anything alike.
On top of that, there was the whole car issue.
I've gone through alot of self relization, and I'm working on the change part. Seeing the issue are hard, for me confronting and talking is even harded, but hurting some one is the hardest.
That's part of my problem, I would rather hurt myself, suffer in silence, then ask someone to take their stillito heel out of my eye. Then I freak and explode, and hurt everyone around me even more.
What I want to change, what I need to change, and what will change are 3 different things, so we'll see how this goes.
Life is what reality you construct of it, and I keep watching my shimmer and change. Stability would be nice, but is it over-rated?
The the past year I have changed jobs once, no one has passed away (knock on wood), moved 5 times, divorced once, and I haven't married anyone. That's a shit load of stress, on top of starting (and finishing my first year of college). To all of you that though I couldn't or wouldn't do it I shall do my I did it and you were wrong dance. It's quite cute. To those that supported me and help me I'll do my thank you dance. No, they don't look anything alike.
On top of that, there was the whole car issue.
I've gone through alot of self relization, and I'm working on the change part. Seeing the issue are hard, for me confronting and talking is even harded, but hurting some one is the hardest.
That's part of my problem, I would rather hurt myself, suffer in silence, then ask someone to take their stillito heel out of my eye. Then I freak and explode, and hurt everyone around me even more.
What I want to change, what I need to change, and what will change are 3 different things, so we'll see how this goes.
Life is what reality you construct of it, and I keep watching my shimmer and change. Stability would be nice, but is it over-rated?