Yes... I took him back. No... I'm not a fool.
I've decided that I'm quite through defending him to my friends and family. My mother is being just the biggest sore-assed-bear about the whole thing... She's just badgering and bitching... bitching and badgering.
I know it's easier for me to forgive him- I love him. I see him trying to be a better man. I see the profound difference between medicated and un-medicated Nick (he was off his meds for months) I know no one else wants to hear it. They see him for his misdeeds- the big bad that broke my heart... and he deserves it. Believe me, I'm not sure that this will work out... But I have to try.
So please- this is the hardest thing I've ever done. If you love me, try to forgive him.
I know it's easier for me to forgive him- I love him. I see him trying to be a better man. I see the profound difference between medicated and un-medicated Nick (he was off his meds for months) I know no one else wants to hear it. They see him for his misdeeds- the big bad that broke my heart... and he deserves it. Believe me, I'm not sure that this will work out... But I have to try.
So please- this is the hardest thing I've ever done. If you love me, try to forgive him.