I'm housing all this doubt and insecurity
basically i'm bored as usual and decided to update
this week has been ok
monday emily came over we swam like all day for 5 or 6 hours the least me and her haven't hung out in a while we used to hang out a lot not its like once a week if that so it was fun...we went to get ice cream and my 4 yr old neighbor wanted to come and we had to cross delaware so i was carrying her and we had our bathing suit tops on cause who is gonna change when we knew we were gonna go back in the pool i mean come on...so all these people driving by are looking at me like my neighbor is my kid it was so awkward i was getting so many dirty looks...we had shorts on and stuff but our bathing suit tops just because we're wearing bathing suit tops does not mean we get around
tuesday during the day didn't do much at night i got to hang out with cat and krista...i love them so much and miss them we went to BAO which me and cat never been to and cat said we are all gonna die when we turn 28 but the food is actually really good lol...then burger king then we went back to her house and then a playground until we started getting eaten alive so we went back to cats...and we just hung around but it was fun and i miss them an wanna hang out with them more
today i sat around some more picked up my horrible senior pictures sat around then soccer game and christopher harmon jessica kennis and emily marshall came and watched and i love them all so much then i took a shower but did nothing cause i'm ready to pass out
ok i'm going much love
"hold on to the light that guides you
hold on to the air that cools you..."
this week has been ok
monday emily came over we swam like all day for 5 or 6 hours the least me and her haven't hung out in a while we used to hang out a lot not its like once a week if that so it was fun...we went to get ice cream and my 4 yr old neighbor wanted to come and we had to cross delaware so i was carrying her and we had our bathing suit tops on cause who is gonna change when we knew we were gonna go back in the pool i mean come on...so all these people driving by are looking at me like my neighbor is my kid it was so awkward i was getting so many dirty looks...we had shorts on and stuff but our bathing suit tops just because we're wearing bathing suit tops does not mean we get around
tuesday during the day didn't do much at night i got to hang out with cat and krista...i love them so much and miss them we went to BAO which me and cat never been to and cat said we are all gonna die when we turn 28 but the food is actually really good lol...then burger king then we went back to her house and then a playground until we started getting eaten alive so we went back to cats...and we just hung around but it was fun and i miss them an wanna hang out with them more
today i sat around some more picked up my horrible senior pictures sat around then soccer game and christopher harmon jessica kennis and emily marshall came and watched and i love them all so much then i took a shower but did nothing cause i'm ready to pass out
ok i'm going much love
"hold on to the light that guides you
hold on to the air that cools you..."