ugh
today is a stressful day. I feel like crying and I'm not sure why. Probably just too many things on my mind and my dad being really annoyed with me about various things and rude customers at work and financial troubles and worrying about my fall college plans and life in general and I still miss Sundance... I foun one of her hairs on my pants today and almost started crying. And I miss my boyfriend... it's hard having him so far away... I went $200 over on my phone bill this month and my dad wants to kill me even though I'm the one paying for that.... ugh. Just ugh. I have social plans today and tonight with two people I really want to see but I'm just so tired and mreh that I'd really rather be alone. But I'm sure it's still better than not seeing them... just sucky timing. Ugh. I need to be alone and have a good cry. I want a cigarette.