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This... mess with Sachiko has thrown me upside down and twisted everything. This girl betrayed us and nearly got me and Akako and a whole bunch of other people killed. She turned her back on her friends and is cold and aloof to everyone. I was mad when niisan decided to start training her.
...but she's got reasons, as messed up as they are. She's hurt and broken and I ain't good with this stuff. I'm tryin' to help, I guess, but am I doing right in helping her? Is she going to turn around and betray me too? I don't know. I'm distracted with all these messed up thoughst and I keep screwing up more in training and sensei is getting frustrated and da is giving mne funny looks and I...
I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Or think.
What do you do when what you told yourself would always be stops being?
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Why does everything have to be so complicated?