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well last night, me and mark had a night in and finally finished watching funland. I actually really enjoyed watching it with mark coz we were guessing who was the monkey. Towards the end we found out most characters was wearing the monkey suit. but anyways we watched that and we led there talking about it, by then i was actually very tierd, and mark was too, i said that he should come sleep with me :P and he actually said ok, so we thought he better leave around 6ish coz my mum finsihes around there. so mark had a shower and i kinda feel asleep. I woke up during the night and just led there watching mark sleep. He look so peaceful. It bought a smile to my face. He is just so cute and so sexy. Well we got up and then he went and i went back to bed. I then saw kay and we went to asda and bought some clothing, We are off to Weymouth tomorrow for a swim in the sea and do some shopping. This will be the first time in 1-2 months i aint seen mark. We have seen each other nearly everyday. So i dont know how i will cope. I said i will text him loads. I am always thinking of him i love him so much. :D aparently it is true love coz i still got the first text messages he sent me and i read them over and over. Maybe one day i will put them on here so you can see how romantic mark really is!
Anyways me and kev had a bit of an argument earlier, but i think things are sorted. :) i admit kev does kinda understand me more than most of the other guys, which is great, he also listens to me when i bitch about phil, Kev knew phil and knows what he was like, where as mike (no offence baby) sees phil as his brother and doesnt see how bad phil can really be. I am thankful kev is my friend, and im sorry kevvers!
I am actually looking forward to this holiday now. :) i think after the end of last year and the begginning of this year was pretty shit for me. Being ill with Tonsilitus for almost a year and losing everything i had was crap, and made me hit rick bottom! But look now, i have a great bunch of friends, and i have my darling :) Mr Sexy! The love of my life! I will do anything for mark :P and he OBVIOUSLY does everything for me ;) heehee baby i got you up off the sofa ;)
Well tomorrow me and kay are off to weymouth, it will do me some good to get out the house and do sommit, and just sit in the sun with no worries. I also got to get mark a birthday pressie, and ill get him a little sommit coz i love buying him gifts. :) hopefully he will be brave and will talk to me on the phone tomorrow night for a bit so i can tell him about my day and tell him how much i love him and stuff. If not, i totally understand that he doesnt like it. I must admit, he is getting alot more confident :) im proud of him.
Well i might update you later. I cant think right now. I want some comments :)
Speak to you all laterz xxxxxxxxxxxxx Love you Mark x