weridness or what?
Well what can i say today...
Well last night i got a comment from Liz (marks mate) on bebo saying she has been in a simular situation as me with the whole ex boyfriend things. I am now only really starting to talk about it more, even though that ended a while back, but i think it is good that someone i can talk to will kinda understand where im coming from and how much pain and things this guy put me through. Hopefully we will get to talk about things. I kinda wanna get it out in the open the hell i went through, that is only half of the 8 years i spend with phil, there is loads more stuff!
anyway my mum is working alday today so i get the house to myself, which is fab :) i get to walk about nakie. lol my dad comes back next monday, so that kinda sucks, i was enjoying the privacy with mark! I guess we will start going back up his again :) maybe if he is up to it, we will decorate his bedroom and have tons of fun :P
As for the holiday, we have decided to go for the holiday :D so me, kay, mark and mike maybe will be going in a caravan for a few weeks. I feel a bit odd leaving kev and leanne out, but maybe they can collect the tickets too and get there own caravan next to us :P i will have to suggest it to them when i next see then or they are on the net.
Well im hungry might go get some food. It wont be CHIPS kay :P but good luck on your diet. heehee. Maybe see some people tonight, the others i hope to see soon, and random people, i duno, i might see you in the future.
**runs away without finishing journal, so she can hide from the blue smurf**
Well last night i got a comment from Liz (marks mate) on bebo saying she has been in a simular situation as me with the whole ex boyfriend things. I am now only really starting to talk about it more, even though that ended a while back, but i think it is good that someone i can talk to will kinda understand where im coming from and how much pain and things this guy put me through. Hopefully we will get to talk about things. I kinda wanna get it out in the open the hell i went through, that is only half of the 8 years i spend with phil, there is loads more stuff!
anyway my mum is working alday today so i get the house to myself, which is fab :) i get to walk about nakie. lol my dad comes back next monday, so that kinda sucks, i was enjoying the privacy with mark! I guess we will start going back up his again :) maybe if he is up to it, we will decorate his bedroom and have tons of fun :P
As for the holiday, we have decided to go for the holiday :D so me, kay, mark and mike maybe will be going in a caravan for a few weeks. I feel a bit odd leaving kev and leanne out, but maybe they can collect the tickets too and get there own caravan next to us :P i will have to suggest it to them when i next see then or they are on the net.
Well im hungry might go get some food. It wont be CHIPS kay :P but good luck on your diet. heehee. Maybe see some people tonight, the others i hope to see soon, and random people, i duno, i might see you in the future.
**runs away without finishing journal, so she can hide from the blue smurf**