when?
when is this sadness ever going to end. when is this need for self and perscribed medication going to stop. maybe it wont. maybe this is just how i am, how i will be untill the world stops turning.
i also need to start doing things for myself, but i know i wont. i will continue to give and give untill there is nothing left of me.
i have already run out of most everything but love, and that just isnt enough anymore.
i have found that the more you listen to people when they are talking to you, the more you realize that they are only waiting for their turn to talk. waiting to tell you their sob story, waiting to top yours, and dont really have a care about what you have to say. its really depressing when you start to see that in everyone that you thought gave a shit.
but then at the same time, other people have a way of suprising you. people you thought didnt care at all seem to care more than you ever expected.
yeah. ive lost myself.
i also need to start doing things for myself, but i know i wont. i will continue to give and give untill there is nothing left of me.
i have already run out of most everything but love, and that just isnt enough anymore.
i have found that the more you listen to people when they are talking to you, the more you realize that they are only waiting for their turn to talk. waiting to tell you their sob story, waiting to top yours, and dont really have a care about what you have to say. its really depressing when you start to see that in everyone that you thought gave a shit.
but then at the same time, other people have a way of suprising you. people you thought didnt care at all seem to care more than you ever expected.
yeah. ive lost myself.