where do i belong forever? in whose arms, time and place?
i watched kate and leopold today i hate being lonely. not in the sense that i dont have friends because i do and you all are great. i try to fill whatever it is inside me that makes me feel this way with worthless acts of stupidity with people i dont care for in any romantic way and it always makes me feel worse. i am so lonely. i dont want to be this way anymore. i hate me.