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at the goddamn dinner i was reminded of the fact that my mom is not OK
which made me sad
when i got home i called her but she, of course, was not home
so i left a crazy message, which i myself would not be able to
decode without outside help
then i called my sister who wasn't home either (why would she be? - she's got school and work and a ton of other things to do)
it's much too late to call my grandparents
and the only person i wanted to hang out with tonight decided
that sleeping would be a much better use of the evening
so i am going to:
1)make myself some excellent tea
2)eat all the chocolate i have
3)read till dawn
4)get up very early and drag myself to class
which made me sad
when i got home i called her but she, of course, was not home
so i left a crazy message, which i myself would not be able to
decode without outside help
then i called my sister who wasn't home either (why would she be? - she's got school and work and a ton of other things to do)
it's much too late to call my grandparents
and the only person i wanted to hang out with tonight decided
that sleeping would be a much better use of the evening
so i am going to:
1)make myself some excellent tea
2)eat all the chocolate i have
3)read till dawn
4)get up very early and drag myself to class