i <3 my lj
today all day long i was thinking about my lj. it was weird. i would see something or think something and think...wow i'm totally going to put that in my lj.but now, i don't want to. the reason why i haven't been writing a lot in my journal is because i don't want others reading my thoughts. every time i'm mad or sad or one of those gay feelings i just always used to write them down on a piece of paper and throw the paper away when i thought i was ready to. but now i just started a journal that i write in whenever i want to get my thoughts together. its really a great thing, because i can write anything and don't have to censor myself, and when the time comes i just look back at it and...well laugh. that sounded extremely cheesy, yet its true.
one thing that is public enough for me to write about in this journal is gardo leaving. ive only known the guy for like 2 days, but he is really one of the best people i've met in my life. it really didn't hit me until i was looking at natalie's and jay-em's journals and i saw the pictures of him at the gate, it was madd emo, the thing that really bothered me about this was that in so little time, someone can become so attached, you know? i've only been close to most of the people im close with now for a year or less, with a few exceptions, and if anything happens to them i don't know what i'll do. i don't know if anyone found sense in that, i don't think i didn't, but i'm venting, and it feels good.
I HATE WORK. FUCK LAWYERS. but i got paid 220 today for this week so i guess im good =)
i know i probably lost all of your attention by the first sentence but EVERYBODY LOVES PICTURES!!!!
oh yeah, bedoya and i are going to be at disney world all this weekend. so you better call either me or her. or else you are getting into deep shit, i'm taking down names, if you dont have my number, find it.
i love you :)
one thing that is public enough for me to write about in this journal is gardo leaving. ive only known the guy for like 2 days, but he is really one of the best people i've met in my life. it really didn't hit me until i was looking at natalie's and jay-em's journals and i saw the pictures of him at the gate, it was madd emo, the thing that really bothered me about this was that in so little time, someone can become so attached, you know? i've only been close to most of the people im close with now for a year or less, with a few exceptions, and if anything happens to them i don't know what i'll do. i don't know if anyone found sense in that, i don't think i didn't, but i'm venting, and it feels good.
I HATE WORK. FUCK LAWYERS. but i got paid 220 today for this week so i guess im good =)
i know i probably lost all of your attention by the first sentence but EVERYBODY LOVES PICTURES!!!!
oh yeah, bedoya and i are going to be at disney world all this weekend. so you better call either me or her. or else you are getting into deep shit, i'm taking down names, if you dont have my number, find it.
i love you :)