i swear i will get to the telenovela later but
i just want to say that i miss u profoundly. granted we have only been "friends" for about a small time now BUT i miss you.
truely miss you not in the i am a dumb ass beezy who says it and is like blah blah blah miss you come take care of me lets play strip poker and get wasteddddd way.
more like i wanna tell you funny stories, and say you are never going to believe what happened to me.
more like i wanna ask you dumb ass questions and know that on the other side you are looking at me with that expression
i miss the way i just want to bust out luaghing when you open your mouth
i miss how i stare at you in awe when your with your friends becuase you guys are soooo wierd.
and how boyish you are like really you have got to be kidding me your a little boy
and how crazzy insane you are
and that your pretty much an alcholic, but not.
so i miss you for the unique person you are.
and the whole impending departure, only makes it sad becuase i know its not like a couple months i might get a friend back. it just makes it alot more difficult to go back to having my friend.
but i wouldnt take what i did back. you might, but i wouldnt, and for the first time ever u made a move so i had to take the chance, granted i wouldnt have wanted it to end like this, but sometimes you have to do something or it would haunt you for a good while.
however it doesnt change that i am miss my friend
truely miss you not in the i am a dumb ass beezy who says it and is like blah blah blah miss you come take care of me lets play strip poker and get wasteddddd way.
more like i wanna tell you funny stories, and say you are never going to believe what happened to me.
more like i wanna ask you dumb ass questions and know that on the other side you are looking at me with that expression
i miss the way i just want to bust out luaghing when you open your mouth
i miss how i stare at you in awe when your with your friends becuase you guys are soooo wierd.
and how boyish you are like really you have got to be kidding me your a little boy
and how crazzy insane you are
and that your pretty much an alcholic, but not.
so i miss you for the unique person you are.
and the whole impending departure, only makes it sad becuase i know its not like a couple months i might get a friend back. it just makes it alot more difficult to go back to having my friend.
but i wouldnt take what i did back. you might, but i wouldnt, and for the first time ever u made a move so i had to take the chance, granted i wouldnt have wanted it to end like this, but sometimes you have to do something or it would haunt you for a good while.
however it doesnt change that i am miss my friend