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Last entry from Atl for a while...unless I freak out and come home 2 seconds after I reach D.C. So basically this summer has been ridiculously (yeah I looked it up in dictionary.com to make sure I spelled it right!) amazing. Everything I thought could never happen, did. I feel like I don't know how to speak/write grammatically correct anymore which is just pathetic.
Anyways, this summer. I found a job with the most amazing people ever. I found a boy who turns my stomach in knots and makes everything wonderful. And yes, my boyfriend is a Bush-voting, republican, christian, who enjoys guns. And yes, I never thought it would happen. And yes, he changed my life. And yes, I love him. I love you Bryce.
So where is this plane going to take me? What will Georgetown be like? Am I going to survive? It all seemed so surreal until I woke up this morning and panicked at the idea that by the end of tonight I will be living in a new place with a girl named Derica...hmm...about that. I just hope she isn't crazy (in a mean way) and otherwise I think everything will be fine. I've been neglectful of everyone and everything this summer. I let my life be consumed by the Mill and Bryce, and oh what a crazy/beautiful life it was. But now I'm taking a step back into reality and have to face the real world once again. I want to go back and read my old entries from right before I went to Boulder...I know I was freaking out then, but this time is different. I made the conscious decision to transfer to Georgetown. Last year it was a lack of options that caused me to travel to Boulder and have the best year of my life.
I'm pretty sure this was the best summer of my life. Or atleast, pretty fucking close, I don't really remember the summers between the ages of 0-10 that well...so who knows, maybe I had a kickass time back then as well.
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again.
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry
So kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Dream about the days to come
when I won't have to leave alone.
I love you! I love you! I love you!
Anyways, this summer. I found a job with the most amazing people ever. I found a boy who turns my stomach in knots and makes everything wonderful. And yes, my boyfriend is a Bush-voting, republican, christian, who enjoys guns. And yes, I never thought it would happen. And yes, he changed my life. And yes, I love him. I love you Bryce.
So where is this plane going to take me? What will Georgetown be like? Am I going to survive? It all seemed so surreal until I woke up this morning and panicked at the idea that by the end of tonight I will be living in a new place with a girl named Derica...hmm...about that. I just hope she isn't crazy (in a mean way) and otherwise I think everything will be fine. I've been neglectful of everyone and everything this summer. I let my life be consumed by the Mill and Bryce, and oh what a crazy/beautiful life it was. But now I'm taking a step back into reality and have to face the real world once again. I want to go back and read my old entries from right before I went to Boulder...I know I was freaking out then, but this time is different. I made the conscious decision to transfer to Georgetown. Last year it was a lack of options that caused me to travel to Boulder and have the best year of my life.
I'm pretty sure this was the best summer of my life. Or atleast, pretty fucking close, I don't really remember the summers between the ages of 0-10 that well...so who knows, maybe I had a kickass time back then as well.
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again.
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry
So kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Dream about the days to come
when I won't have to leave alone.
I love you! I love you! I love you!