Friday Night Lights
Right now mom's on the phone w/a partner from the store talking about money this and struggling that...sometimes I wish I was just completely oblivious to these problems. I think my college money is being sucked out by the store's poor standing. That's a scary thought. Ignorance is bliss...
But on a lighter note, I had a very nice Friday night. I went to Melissa's for a few hours and just hung out and talked w/her and Kas. That was nice, just to get to see my friends again. Then I went home and Megan picked me up to go to Grace's swim meet. That was a good time, I love Megan, she's so crazy and fun. Grace is even wilder lol, those two are awesome to hang out with. Grace got 7th place out of 16 I believe, she just missed a medal, the top 6 get medals. She did the 100 meter butterfly, which is an extremely hard stroke, so I was proud of her. =) Megan had hung up a crazy sign she made that was like 6 feet long, it said "SWIM GRACE SWIM". It was sweet! She even brought in her "my-size" barbie doll with a bathing suit on and attatched it to the sign just to make Grace laugh, everyone thought it was hilarious. (I told you she was crazy!) After Grace's events were done, Megan and I went to McDonald's for milkshakes and fries-I won a free breakfast sandwich thru Monopoly hehe. Then she dropped me off, but stayed for a while and we just hung out at my house. When she left, Erin dropped off a Junior Miss ticket for me since she had an extra one, and then I went to sleep a while later. That was a nice night.
Except the Josh part, he made me upset with some things he said on the phone before I went to Melissa's, then he hung up on me. That made me angry for the rest of the night, even though he called back like a half hour later to apologize and blame everything on him being in a bad mood. He had said I was acting different, that I sounded different and that it was akward, and that he felt like a backup plan since I was hanging out with my friends and not him. How can that thought be brought on by a bad mood? Him thinking that I was acting different to him has nothing to do with what mood he's in. Plus he had made me late to Melissa's by telling me all this stuff when I was supposed to be on my way to her house, then he called while I was at her house to talk, and I just told him I was with my friends and I couldn't talk. I was mad at him, I dunno, maybe I was overreacting or bein dramatic, but he made me feel guilty for not seeing him instead of my friends, and that fact was what made me mad, that he can make me feel bad about wanting to hang out with my friends. BOYS ARE STUPID. Then I finally called him back at like one in the morning to talk after I didn't pick up my cell when he called twice. I expected him to be angry but he wasn't!! That made me even more irritated lol, I don't know what my problem is. UGH. The whole thing was stupid. Luckily I had a good night in other aspects to make up for that.
Well tonight I'm goin to the Junior Miss Pageant thing. Megan was over a little while ago w/Grace to borrow my orange homecoming dress for her Horse back riding banquet tonight. She came over after I had been doing yardwork, bagging and raking leaves for an hour and a half. At least I get $15 for it!! It was kinda hard, there are SO MANY STUPID leaves in my yard lol, it sucked. Now Josh is coming over, hopefully I'll just forget about all that crap from last night, I don't feel like putting anymore energy into arguing with him. And tonight I think we're gonna have a girls night YESSSSSSS. I love girls nights, just hanging out with my friends. NO BOYS. Lol now I'm bitter. But anyway I'm done, just wanted to update in here. Much love and peace out~
Jillian Lee
But on a lighter note, I had a very nice Friday night. I went to Melissa's for a few hours and just hung out and talked w/her and Kas. That was nice, just to get to see my friends again. Then I went home and Megan picked me up to go to Grace's swim meet. That was a good time, I love Megan, she's so crazy and fun. Grace is even wilder lol, those two are awesome to hang out with. Grace got 7th place out of 16 I believe, she just missed a medal, the top 6 get medals. She did the 100 meter butterfly, which is an extremely hard stroke, so I was proud of her. =) Megan had hung up a crazy sign she made that was like 6 feet long, it said "SWIM GRACE SWIM". It was sweet! She even brought in her "my-size" barbie doll with a bathing suit on and attatched it to the sign just to make Grace laugh, everyone thought it was hilarious. (I told you she was crazy!) After Grace's events were done, Megan and I went to McDonald's for milkshakes and fries-I won a free breakfast sandwich thru Monopoly hehe. Then she dropped me off, but stayed for a while and we just hung out at my house. When she left, Erin dropped off a Junior Miss ticket for me since she had an extra one, and then I went to sleep a while later. That was a nice night.
Except the Josh part, he made me upset with some things he said on the phone before I went to Melissa's, then he hung up on me. That made me angry for the rest of the night, even though he called back like a half hour later to apologize and blame everything on him being in a bad mood. He had said I was acting different, that I sounded different and that it was akward, and that he felt like a backup plan since I was hanging out with my friends and not him. How can that thought be brought on by a bad mood? Him thinking that I was acting different to him has nothing to do with what mood he's in. Plus he had made me late to Melissa's by telling me all this stuff when I was supposed to be on my way to her house, then he called while I was at her house to talk, and I just told him I was with my friends and I couldn't talk. I was mad at him, I dunno, maybe I was overreacting or bein dramatic, but he made me feel guilty for not seeing him instead of my friends, and that fact was what made me mad, that he can make me feel bad about wanting to hang out with my friends. BOYS ARE STUPID. Then I finally called him back at like one in the morning to talk after I didn't pick up my cell when he called twice. I expected him to be angry but he wasn't!! That made me even more irritated lol, I don't know what my problem is. UGH. The whole thing was stupid. Luckily I had a good night in other aspects to make up for that.
Well tonight I'm goin to the Junior Miss Pageant thing. Megan was over a little while ago w/Grace to borrow my orange homecoming dress for her Horse back riding banquet tonight. She came over after I had been doing yardwork, bagging and raking leaves for an hour and a half. At least I get $15 for it!! It was kinda hard, there are SO MANY STUPID leaves in my yard lol, it sucked. Now Josh is coming over, hopefully I'll just forget about all that crap from last night, I don't feel like putting anymore energy into arguing with him. And tonight I think we're gonna have a girls night YESSSSSSS. I love girls nights, just hanging out with my friends. NO BOYS. Lol now I'm bitter. But anyway I'm done, just wanted to update in here. Much love and peace out~
Jillian Lee