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[chickenscratch7]

Another
Fearless, reackless, shameless
oh i remember the days
when nothing mattered
the shined
girls had sleepovers
and boys played video games

But this is about so much more
its about him
he was perfect
words cant describe him
his the not usual
tall dark and handsome

with him its esctacy
like a fantasy world
where no one matters
his hazel eyes
built body
sencier smile

all right their in front of me
and you think i tangiable
pero no, no es verdad
his untouchable
but not for her

her the girl down the street
with her curly hair
thin body
nothing like me
no, because to him she's perfect
and i'm i'm i'm just the gorda
the goffy, clmbsy, ugly girl

he's perfect
shes perfect
back off
back away
let go
realize the truth
that i'm not wanted
not skinny enough
not pretty enough
not funny enough
not intelligent enough
not for anyone to want me
not even a friend

the picture is finally in place
and i am no where to be found
and thats the way it is and forever will be.