Something's not so right inside
I went to Arcata with Ashley and her grandma.
It was fun.
But I missed Julie a lot.
Because I kept remembering going to Arcata when we were like twelve.
And how we lost our sandals on the beach.
Her mom was annoyed.
And then going to the zoo and watching the monkeys freak out.
And when the baby fell on her face.
She's six now.
It's insane how much time has gone by.
I wondered if it'd be weird to write Julie's name in the sand.
And less than five minutes later, Stephanie came up to me.
She said: "I wonder if we wrote 'We miss you' really big, she'd be able to see it?"
And it was like she read my mind.
The next morning, I wrote our names in the sand.
But forgot my camera.
The water's probably washed it away by now.
But it was there.
Fuck. I'm done.
It was fun.
But I missed Julie a lot.
Because I kept remembering going to Arcata when we were like twelve.
And how we lost our sandals on the beach.
Her mom was annoyed.
And then going to the zoo and watching the monkeys freak out.
And when the baby fell on her face.
She's six now.
It's insane how much time has gone by.
I wondered if it'd be weird to write Julie's name in the sand.
And less than five minutes later, Stephanie came up to me.
She said: "I wonder if we wrote 'We miss you' really big, she'd be able to see it?"
And it was like she read my mind.
The next morning, I wrote our names in the sand.
But forgot my camera.
The water's probably washed it away by now.
But it was there.
Fuck. I'm done.