second attempt

[chickenpoxriot]

i just wrote a very very very long, self pittying entry, then my computer froze and i lost all of it. so i'm going to paraphrase:
worst night/concert of my life. someone knocked off my glasses during second song and i didn't get to see them. they sounded incredible though. pelle kept trying to speak in spanish, which was cute. someone threw flowers and vey nice black and white scarf, so i was told, cause i couldn't see it. bassist had food poisoning and drummer had broken foot, so Pelle told us, which was good, cause at least i wasn't the only one having a shitty night. got a yellow shirt, a black shirt, two stickers, two pins, and a vey cool white skinny tie that said the hives on it, and a poster. tried to get stuff signed at noon, but badn didn't do soundcheck, that's what techies are for. tried to get stuff signed after show, but band was smuggled out in EMS van with black windows, and no one knew it was them and i thought no one was it so i waved and shook poster in front of black windows like an idiot, just acting like an ass. smoked a pack and a half of cigarettes. went home and cried for a long while. staid home from school today to be depressed. mum tells me that when a year starts out really really shitty like this it means it's gonna end really really good. cause so far 2005 is treating me like shit. i didn't get to see one of my favourite bands in the world. i walked the dog today and considered throwing myself into traffic, then i remembered i had my dog and i didn't want my dog to die. i want to go to modest mouse concert so i can be depressed some more. i feel suicidal. the only thing that kept me going in the hospital was the concert, and then that went to shit. i never got to see them. and my fucking CHEAP ASS MOTHERFUCKING CAMERA my dad got me cause he wanted to save money was total piece of shit and my PHONE took better pictures than that piece of horse fucking crap. but i keep thinking that everything happens for a reason, so this means that something good is gonna come from this. it must. or else i'll have to throw myself into traffic.

staking out for the hives at noon:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/elcircovolador-thehivesene11.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehivesjan11-elcircovolador.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehivesene11.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/6a15b298.jpg

shitty camera pictures:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives8.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives7.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives6.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives5.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives4.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives3.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives2.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives1.jpg

phone pictures:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives13-minichrisdangerous.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives12-minipelle.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives11.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives10-chrisdangerous.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v233/Flynn5/thehives9.jpg

being entirely blind practically, i went to stand with my mum on the balconny the entire time. it gave me time and space to write down their set list during the show:
Abra Cadaver
Antidote
Missing Link
Walk Idiot Walk
Outsmarted
Little More For Little You
Die, All Right
No Pun Intended
Hate To Say I Told You So
a sadish cover song i didn't catch the name of
Supply And Demmand
Diabolich Scheme
Two Timing Touch And Broken Bones
B is For Brutus
DEad Quote Olympics
Genepool Convulsions
a.k.a. I-D-I-O-T