Give me something to sing about.

Feb 12, 2004 20:33

a prize goes to whoever can name the reference of the subject line quote.

yay for procrastination. im in massive need of motivation. ive been trying to write this essay thing for english that was due today. oh well, i dont really care enough. i think my collar bone is finally healing. it didnt hurt quite as much today other than when i kinda forced it to work too much. i didnt even take more than two doses of medicine today. that makes me happy. :) yeah. i just cant wait till i dont have to wear any of these stupid correctional aparati [<-- plural of aparatus]. it'll be nice to wear a back pack, wear something other than a sweatshirt, and lift objects heavier than a pen with my right arm. im gonna need to do some crazy working out on that damn thing once its ready. its gonna be so weak. that sucks. maybe i'll also get into the whole working out thing again. yeah probably not. once again..im just not motivated enough.

on the same type of topic, school has been really painful lately. its just so boring, ive been draging myself from class to class, and even lunch is about as much fun as staring at a blank wall for an hour. of course it only makes it worse that i cant go home after school. im really getting sick of my mom's school. theres nothing wrong with it, and the people are nice and shit, but after school's over all i want to do is just collapse at home, not hang around doing more nothing for another hour in an elementary school library. its also finally getting old to see the amazement on little kid's faces when they see me. like for some reason seeing me in their school is as extraordinary as the school itself turning into a giant purple dragon and walking away. it used to be cute, but eh. im just too bored. need a shake up in my routine, definately.

god damn it. i still have two more paragraphs to write. i hate school. its such a waste sometimes. ok i know its not and everything, but it still feels like i'd be learning the same amount by slamming into walls at home as i do in a day of school. yeah that made no sense. blah i give up.
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