Being a friend
anonymous
December 9 2004, 17:12:52 UTC
Ummm...yeah...that's right..u are a shitty friend...oh wait...we don't qualify as friends...do we? Huh...interesting. Oh yeah, and here's the funny thing, you think you have the right to be pissed at us! Honestly, that's laughable. You blew it up into something bigger than it had to be, and you try to make us feel bad by making us think "we don't freaking understand it." I think you're the one who doesn't understand...who do you think has it wrong...all of us or you? You're a smart guy Neil, you should be able to figure it out. Do you think that we all give you shit cuz we have nothing else to do? Do you think that fucking much of yourself? Honestly Neil, I hope that your new friends at Pinnacle are worth it, cuz u lost almost every friend you ever had at Tbird...but I know you don't fucking care, and believe it or not, that makes me sad...because it means what we had was pointless and a lie. I wish I could wait around for you to see why I was so pissed off at you, and I wish I could wait for you to get over your own damn pride so we could be amigos again, but I can't keep waiting for you...because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought...useless and disappointing. So what's the Pentawedge down to now...the triangle + 1? You better know, cuz I sure as hell don't. -Oblong
Re: Being a friendchickenpasteDecember 9 2004, 18:09:52 UTC
I blew it up huh? Whos the one who accused me in the first place.
If you took the journal entry the wrong way, whatever. If you dont want to be my friend anymore, I guess ill survive because yes, my pinnacle friends ARE worth it. YOU said you knew there was something wrong with me Junior year, and did you ever once think to try and help me? To stop me from hurting myself? No. Did you even bring it up? No. Thats a friend right?
Courtney and Bria honestly care about me. If somethings weird they ask whats up. I wake up every morning excited to go to school because I get to see them. They make my days worthwhile. I have people who if i dont get a hug from that day i feel incompletefor the day. I never once felt that at Thunderbird. I didnt want that at Thunderbird because I never fit in. I finally do. And you have no right to call me full of myself for being happy. Im sorry we never had the type of friendship that I have with my "new" friends.
Frankly "Oblong", im sick of YOU trying to place all the blame on me. Its just as much your fault. I am more than willing to try new relationships with everyone at Tbird because i am a whole different person now. Except you. Obviously youdont want anything from this. Im sorry if i hurt everyone else, but they have yet to try to regain the friendship either. How many times did we hang out? like three or four? Icalled you EVERY time. Never ONCE did you call me. So, as of this point, id rather NOT be your friend. So,the Pentawedge is destroyed.
So, now that we've both been a bitch to each other, it ends. I'm glad ur not bitter about me leaving.
Re: Being a friend
anonymous
December 10 2004, 16:22:42 UTC
Hmmm...I can understand you being pissed at me for attacking you the way I did...to an extent. Did you ever apologize, or try to clarify what you wrote? No. The first thing you said to me was "Oh, shut up." You blew it off. But I can see how I might have pissed you off. But don't you dare for one fucking minute try to blame any bit of your unhappiness on me! YOU told me that we were never that good of friends cuz "you never felt good enough for me." Was it my fault that you felt that way? No. What are friendship was, or wasn't, was left up to you. I'm not arrogant enough to say it was all your fault, I certainly admit my share of that, but you have no right to blame your unhappiness on me. Anytime you TRULY needed me I was there for you, and you know it. Do you remember that one night we drove around for about two hours just talking? And when you dropped me off you said "Even though we never really hang out, I'll always consider you a good friend now." (or something like that.) After you dropped me off you sent me a text message saying how much you needed that. THAT's what a friend is. It shouldn't matter if we never hang out. My best friend lives in fucking Tucson, but she's still my best friend...and I think we're closer now. And you say I wasn't a friend becuase I didn't try to stop you from hurting yourself? Do you know Katy Bailey? Do YOU know she almost died from an eating disorder? Do you know I tried everything I could to help her? Do you know that when I talked to her, she broke away, and stopped talking to me? NO. Don't think that you're the only person whose life was changed by shit like that. I didn't confront you becuase I know the way shit like that makes you feel. I learned that from Katy. Fuck Neil, even my parents knew something was up with you...except they thought you were on drugs. Don't blame me that I couldn't help you. Making yourself happy could've only come from you. Don't blame your unhappiness on me either. And don't you dare sit there and tell me that you only called me. Yeah, you might've called, but I asked you repeatedly online if you wanted to do stuff...at the end of the day, we both asked each other to hang out about the same. You might've done it a little more than me, but that's it...and that doesn't make you a better friend, Neil. And if you need us to hang out a lot for us to stay friends, obviously the friendship means NOTHING. That's a shallow friendship. I always thought we were tight enough so that we could just pick up wherever we left off whenever we had time to see each other. Obviously, our definition of friendship means different things to each of us. And honestly, I'm happy that you have two new awesome friends Neil. That's why I encouraged you to leave. Look, I know you don't believe me anymore, but I hope you can get past your own pride and anger and remember that we were pretty cool at Tbird. I get along with most everybody...and that's for a reason. And I don't just start shit like that. And p.s. btw...I particularly enjoyed your dramatic flair..."destroyed"? and "it ends"? classy...you really are an actor, aren't you? And don't be arrogant enough to think the Pentawedge will fall apart becuase you left...we're still around...minus one point.
Re: Being a friendchickenpasteDecember 11 2004, 10:39:15 UTC
1) For someone who wasnt blaming me for anything, you sure blamed me for a lot.
2) I knew katy had an eating disorder. I just was never really her friend.
3) I always considered you a good friend. One of the best i had at thunderbird. But now I haev BEST friends.
4) you took that Journal entry your OWN way and twisted it, made it sound worse than it was, blew up at me, and then tried to turn ashley against me as well.
5) Grant is still one of my best friends. So is anthony, whos in Tucson.
6) Go ahead and respond with another letter. Im done with this, and i prolly wont respond. Like i said to Ashley, I honestly, without a single regret in my mind, no longer want to be your friend. I kno ur gonna call me a bad friend again and how our friendship meant nothing, but if you get THIS angry over something you never talked to me about, and you do so much to try to make everyone else hate me, your not the type of person I want around in my life anymore. People change. Youjust happened to change for the worse for our friendship.
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If you took the journal entry the wrong way, whatever. If you dont want to be my friend anymore, I guess ill survive because yes, my pinnacle friends ARE worth it. YOU said you knew there was something wrong with me Junior year, and did you ever once think to try and help me? To stop me from hurting myself? No. Did you even bring it up? No. Thats a friend right?
Courtney and Bria honestly care about me. If somethings weird they ask whats up. I wake up every morning excited to go to school because I get to see them. They make my days worthwhile. I have people who if i dont get a hug from that day i feel incompletefor the day. I never once felt that at Thunderbird. I didnt want that at Thunderbird because I never fit in. I finally do. And you have no right to call me full of myself for being happy. Im sorry we never had the type of friendship that I have with my "new" friends.
Frankly "Oblong", im sick of YOU trying to place all the blame on me. Its just as much your fault. I am more than willing to try new relationships with everyone at Tbird because i am a whole different person now. Except you. Obviously youdont want anything from this. Im sorry if i hurt everyone else, but they have yet to try to regain the friendship either. How many times did we hang out? like three or four? Icalled you EVERY time. Never ONCE did you call me. So, as of this point, id rather NOT be your friend. So,the Pentawedge is destroyed.
So, now that we've both been a bitch to each other, it ends. I'm glad ur not bitter about me leaving.
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But don't you dare for one fucking minute try to blame any bit of your unhappiness on me! YOU told me that we were never that good of friends cuz "you never felt good enough for me." Was it my fault that you felt that way? No. What are friendship was, or wasn't, was left up to you. I'm not arrogant enough to say it was all your fault, I certainly admit my share of that, but you have no right to blame your unhappiness on me. Anytime you TRULY needed me I was there for you, and you know it. Do you remember that one night we drove around for about two hours just talking? And when you dropped me off you said "Even though we never really hang out, I'll always consider you a good friend now." (or something like that.) After you dropped me off you sent me a text message saying how much you needed that. THAT's what a friend is. It shouldn't matter if we never hang out. My best friend lives in fucking Tucson, but she's still my best friend...and I think we're closer now. And you say I wasn't a friend becuase I didn't try to stop you from hurting yourself? Do you know Katy Bailey? Do YOU know she almost died from an eating disorder? Do you know I tried everything I could to help her? Do you know that when I talked to her, she broke away, and stopped talking to me? NO. Don't think that you're the only person whose life was changed by shit like that. I didn't confront you becuase I know the way shit like that makes you feel. I learned that from Katy. Fuck Neil, even my parents knew something was up with you...except they thought you were on drugs. Don't blame me that I couldn't help you. Making yourself happy could've only come from you. Don't blame your unhappiness on me either. And don't you dare sit there and tell me that you only called me. Yeah, you might've called, but I asked you repeatedly online if you wanted to do stuff...at the end of the day, we both asked each other to hang out about the same. You might've done it a little more than me, but that's it...and that doesn't make you a better friend, Neil. And if you need us to hang out a lot for us to stay friends, obviously the friendship means NOTHING. That's a shallow friendship. I always thought we were tight enough so that we could just pick up wherever we left off whenever we had time to see each other. Obviously, our definition of friendship means different things to each of us.
And honestly, I'm happy that you have two new awesome friends Neil. That's why I encouraged you to leave. Look, I know you don't believe me anymore, but I hope you can get past your own pride and anger and remember that we were pretty cool at Tbird. I get along with most everybody...and that's for a reason. And I don't just start shit like that.
And p.s. btw...I particularly enjoyed your dramatic flair..."destroyed"? and "it ends"? classy...you really are an actor, aren't you? And don't be arrogant enough to think the Pentawedge will fall apart becuase you left...we're still around...minus one point.
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2) I knew katy had an eating disorder. I just was never really her friend.
3) I always considered you a good friend. One of the best i had at thunderbird. But now I haev BEST friends.
4) you took that Journal entry your OWN way and twisted it, made it sound worse than it was, blew up at me, and then tried to turn ashley against me as well.
5) Grant is still one of my best friends. So is anthony, whos in Tucson.
6) Go ahead and respond with another letter. Im done with this, and i prolly wont respond. Like i said to Ashley, I honestly, without a single regret in my mind, no longer want to be your friend. I kno ur gonna call me a bad friend again and how our friendship meant nothing, but if you get THIS angry over something you never talked to me about, and you do so much to try to make everyone else hate me, your not the type of person I want around in my life anymore. People change. Youjust happened to change for the worse for our friendship.
Peace out.
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