Oct 06, 2004 23:46
Another crazy day. Started off at school. We did the hardest sheet in English,a nd yesterday i found out i pretty much failed my essay. SUcks. After english there was senior panoramic photo. i started off with Jena and them and ended up with courtney and camille and holly and friends, and they made us shift around right bfore the pic which sucks cause i ended up separated from them (well just a row down but still it blows since they are like the closest ppl i have to a "group" at pinnacle, and who nkows if they even like me haha)
nothing too exciting, we had a float building meeting at lunch. Umm... After school I went to Islands with Bryan and REnee and Heather, Renee gets pissed at heather and leaves. Bryan and I hate Islands, so we went to Rubios instead while heather talked to Renee on the phone. Good ol' drama. Rehearsal, as usual, was long, drawn out, and completely fruitless. Spent the whole time talkin with Chachi and Daniel. We moved the Skrim to a different fly too... that was fun. I hate the play here. I freaking have five roles and all this characterization shit she makes us do is so hard. And what she expects me to do is so hard for me cause shes making me learn 3 new accents and do all these weird things that ive never done bfore so its a lot of work. I kno i bitched about getting a good role, but im doing the best i can and all the pressure she puts on me doesnt make it any easier to learn things. Especially when she says "learn this" but doesnt tell me how or anything. How am I supposed to just go learn an accent without having someone who knows it teach me? Its not easy. So, when i come not prepared she gets pissed at me and i get pissed at her and then i dont awnt to work anymore.
After rehearsal i come home and nobody's home so i took a nap. I woke up at about 7 and my dad was here with my stepmom, and we filmed sum stuff for my grandma whos like 87 and in Vietnam. Damn, i havent said a word of vietnamese outside of the bank since my grandpa died. It was so embarrassing. In order to get away form the camera for a while, i took my aunt to go buy picture frames at Target and we got some gas. Came home, did my hw, and then thats about it. Had the exact same, "What are you going to major in in college" speech from my dad, which always ends up in me getting angry at him for expecting me to know everythign about the rest of my life, and thats about it. Seriously, its always the same convo and it always ends in the same way! Its kinda funny actually. After that i got ready for bed and nwo, goodnight.