i guess you're the only one that nobody changes...
i don't know where i should go from here...
so many thoughts literally running on this frequency through my mind. i wish i had a book that told me what to do and which decisions i should make and what not, and then i realize that i do have that book...it's called life.
please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause i can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, only out of time
then i think about pancakes this weekend and how much the conversation made me think about life and cultural relevancy. and how i feel like i'm living a mixed life. and how that makes me think back to the As Tall As Lions show two weeks ago, how i've got home and school and reslife and friends and family and how God is supposed to be the basis of all of those and how i can't get past the fact that
i killed your spirit...
...and it makes me sick...
...and i'm sorry...
and how "when you scream what you believe out loud in a crowd, people will hate you" and how i have to be okay with that.
and how i want to be alive for Christ and that i'm really excited to see what that looks like and what will become of it. and how it's going to be a good night with capture the flag and studying.
: )
i need to write more on my own.
so many thoughts literally running on this frequency through my mind. i wish i had a book that told me what to do and which decisions i should make and what not, and then i realize that i do have that book...it's called life.
please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause i can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, only out of time
then i think about pancakes this weekend and how much the conversation made me think about life and cultural relevancy. and how i feel like i'm living a mixed life. and how that makes me think back to the As Tall As Lions show two weeks ago, how i've got home and school and reslife and friends and family and how God is supposed to be the basis of all of those and how i can't get past the fact that
i killed your spirit...
...and it makes me sick...
...and i'm sorry...
and how "when you scream what you believe out loud in a crowd, people will hate you" and how i have to be okay with that.
and how i want to be alive for Christ and that i'm really excited to see what that looks like and what will become of it. and how it's going to be a good night with capture the flag and studying.
: )
i need to write more on my own.