Wow!
It's been a very long time since I last posted an entry. Some of you I have chatted with in my absence, so you know fairly well what's been going on. Let's just say, life has never been better. The best part? I know it'll keep getting better.
Since the big break-up, I've had my fair share of ups and down, but for the most part, I've been pretty happy. I've dated, been rejected, met some psychos, been propositioned, hated my job, quit my job, found a new job, but nothing trumps being able to spend your time with friends and family. My energy has mainly been focused on spending as much time as possible with my family and friends, especially those I lost contact with. Which translates into loads of FUN! I haven't laughed like this, had so much fun like this, spent as much money as this... in such a long time. And it's worth it all!
I feel so loved and appreciated. I savor every tiny detail when I'm hanging out with them. I feel so empowered, so free... I'm just so thankful for everything that I have.
The big break-up seems so far away. Granted, I still have times where I cry for what we had, the loss of family I had with him... but I know that in the end, I'm going to be ok. I'll find the love that I deserve, that I want, that suits me best. If anything, I am surrounded by such great people.
For the first time since I was 19, I will be without a boyfriend for my birthday. But I will never be alone. While a lot of other people are scared about turning 30- I can't wait for it to happen. Because this year has already been the best.. I can't wait to see what else it has in store for me!
Since the big break-up, I've had my fair share of ups and down, but for the most part, I've been pretty happy. I've dated, been rejected, met some psychos, been propositioned, hated my job, quit my job, found a new job, but nothing trumps being able to spend your time with friends and family. My energy has mainly been focused on spending as much time as possible with my family and friends, especially those I lost contact with. Which translates into loads of FUN! I haven't laughed like this, had so much fun like this, spent as much money as this... in such a long time. And it's worth it all!
I feel so loved and appreciated. I savor every tiny detail when I'm hanging out with them. I feel so empowered, so free... I'm just so thankful for everything that I have.
The big break-up seems so far away. Granted, I still have times where I cry for what we had, the loss of family I had with him... but I know that in the end, I'm going to be ok. I'll find the love that I deserve, that I want, that suits me best. If anything, I am surrounded by such great people.
For the first time since I was 19, I will be without a boyfriend for my birthday. But I will never be alone. While a lot of other people are scared about turning 30- I can't wait for it to happen. Because this year has already been the best.. I can't wait to see what else it has in store for me!