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there are so many thoughts in my head.
the past two days have been so crazy.
tomorrows going to be crazy too.
sometimes i just wish i had someone to call at the end of the day.
but im going to be patient.
i really wish it would get colder,
that would make me really happy.
"So what would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God wouldn't let it live."
no matter where i am or what im doing i think this song will always make me cry. it reminds me of robbie and other people i have lost the last couple of years. this is the first christmas ive spent without my grandma. its going to be really wierd, she never was actually there at the house with all of us the last couple of years because she was in the nursing home. but its still going to be really strange. my mom told me the other day that my grandpa is looking for a date. i thought it was really cute that he wanted to go out on a date with someone. im not upset about it or anything, i know that no lady will ever take my grandmas place but if he wants to go on a date then im all for it. hes been through so much and if going on a date is what he wants to do then i think thats awesome.
tomorrow night im going to kelseys house to see alot of people that i graduated with. im sooo excited, daniel humphrey morales better be there. i miss him so much.
im tired. goodnight.
the past two days have been so crazy.
tomorrows going to be crazy too.
sometimes i just wish i had someone to call at the end of the day.
but im going to be patient.
i really wish it would get colder,
that would make me really happy.
"So what would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God wouldn't let it live."
no matter where i am or what im doing i think this song will always make me cry. it reminds me of robbie and other people i have lost the last couple of years. this is the first christmas ive spent without my grandma. its going to be really wierd, she never was actually there at the house with all of us the last couple of years because she was in the nursing home. but its still going to be really strange. my mom told me the other day that my grandpa is looking for a date. i thought it was really cute that he wanted to go out on a date with someone. im not upset about it or anything, i know that no lady will ever take my grandmas place but if he wants to go on a date then im all for it. hes been through so much and if going on a date is what he wants to do then i think thats awesome.
tomorrow night im going to kelseys house to see alot of people that i graduated with. im sooo excited, daniel humphrey morales better be there. i miss him so much.
im tired. goodnight.