Feb 16, 2004 15:55
there has been a ravine of emptiness from my livejournaling ...i think i swapped it for a boyfriend. But it makes it hard to keep in touch with people and with the events in my own life......they just squirtle on past without telling me.
i had sooo much assassinating fun!!
The constant nerviness, you forget no real pain is involved. I even adopted a new walk to go with my 15yr old schemie look........ the plan backfired when i was refused entry to the pub :( But getting to kill James after a romantic valentines meal with paralyzing drugs and poison lipstick - YAY!!
The neighbors play fiddles.....they just jig arround with their instruments all day (snap that dirty mind back onto musical instruments and dancing) with the window open...I want to bitch and complain so much but there is something so appreciatable about live music .......can someone (perfect candidate - grant) come round and bitch about them for me .....then i can get all angry and protective. i dont know if it would resolve anything.
maybe i could encourage these fiddlers (hehe) to throw a street party hootnanny thing....bales of hay ....gingham dresses..... proper cider for all over 10.
sounds good