Happy Halloween!
So, where did I leave off? Yeah, I don't know either. Doesn't matter. Much has happened.
Today is Halloween. My favorate of holidays and a good month in general.
Most things are still really good. I'm getting to New York about once a month. Last Sunday I auditioned at Carnegie Hall (hahahahahahahahaha. YES!). I didn't get it, but they told me to come sing for them again next year, so it was progress. I've also auditioned for the Japanese tour or Rent, and a couple of other things.
I just wrapped a really awesome gig for Yorktown day, and today I was working at Stage Company, also nice.
Something is off, though. I don't know what, but I feel...detached. I don't know. I feel like I've been gradually losing all of my strong connections with people. I feel strangely isolated, and I do not like it, not one bit.
On the plus side, things with Kris are going really well. We just celebrated out 6 month anniversary, and I still get giddy when my thoughts drift to her. Which they are wont to do.
She came down to see me, for my birthday. Big surprise. She just showed up at my door and we spent the entire weekend together. Then she got me a cake. Then she got my flowers.
This last time up, I got to see her show, and it was really cute.
I think the most telling thing about our relationship was after my audition at Carnegie. I knew logically that I had done really well, but you still get that slightly dejected feeling whenever you don't make a cut. She...understood. Without even having to say a word, she looked into my eyes and made me feel whole again.
...I love her so...
Okay, NY friends, I will be up again soon (Probably in November here, somewhere, my evenings look surprisingly open right now), so keep an ear out for me, because I may come a callin'.
I realize that the major points of this update have been summarized as trivialities, but there's too much to write about, and for me, not enough time. Not right now. If you want a really good update...give me a call. No, seriously, give me a call. I would love to hear from you.
LOVE!
Today is Halloween. My favorate of holidays and a good month in general.
Most things are still really good. I'm getting to New York about once a month. Last Sunday I auditioned at Carnegie Hall (hahahahahahahahaha. YES!). I didn't get it, but they told me to come sing for them again next year, so it was progress. I've also auditioned for the Japanese tour or Rent, and a couple of other things.
I just wrapped a really awesome gig for Yorktown day, and today I was working at Stage Company, also nice.
Something is off, though. I don't know what, but I feel...detached. I don't know. I feel like I've been gradually losing all of my strong connections with people. I feel strangely isolated, and I do not like it, not one bit.
On the plus side, things with Kris are going really well. We just celebrated out 6 month anniversary, and I still get giddy when my thoughts drift to her. Which they are wont to do.
She came down to see me, for my birthday. Big surprise. She just showed up at my door and we spent the entire weekend together. Then she got me a cake. Then she got my flowers.
This last time up, I got to see her show, and it was really cute.
I think the most telling thing about our relationship was after my audition at Carnegie. I knew logically that I had done really well, but you still get that slightly dejected feeling whenever you don't make a cut. She...understood. Without even having to say a word, she looked into my eyes and made me feel whole again.
...I love her so...
Okay, NY friends, I will be up again soon (Probably in November here, somewhere, my evenings look surprisingly open right now), so keep an ear out for me, because I may come a callin'.
I realize that the major points of this update have been summarized as trivialities, but there's too much to write about, and for me, not enough time. Not right now. If you want a really good update...give me a call. No, seriously, give me a call. I would love to hear from you.
LOVE!