Nov 22, 2004 21:45
i havnt posted in a while cuz i accidentally deleted this thing...oops
but yeh ive needed to vent not to sound retarded or anything but i havnt been "truly happy" for a long time and i dont know why i think im just trying to figure out a lot of things...and slowly its all coming together people are not always meant to be friends or to talk all the time and even to be together. I think some people that come into ur life are there only for a short period and thats it...maybe to teach you a lesson, maybe to be the friend you needed at the time...who knows? Maybe it would have even been better if some people would have not even come into your life at all...causing less confusion and chaos...but who knows im just babbling and frustrated lol hopefully it will all get better soon :-\
Formal is coming up...im not too excited about it....hopefully it will be grand but who knows