The angel closes her eyes
I feel so unstable.
The weekend was great I luaghed so hard, felt wonderful, and felt like people like me for me.
But today, I feel not so right.
Last night I was in so much pain I donno why but my arms felt like they had knives cutting into them. Nelly and I did like swallow half the pool becuase of a noodle, but I am use to fighting and pushing my body. I think the sun had to do with it. But that cannot be the reason to why I feeling like this.
I don't want to fight anymore, fight for anythign or anyone I get hurt and I am nice so why do I question it.
Oh well one night of sleep will make things right, I just need to drift into dreamsof what I want my life to be like.
I just know that I feel alone, no one is fighting for me? They might fight but then they let go. Maybe not but thats how I feel right now. This is NOT directed at anyone, please don't make a comment about how I made you feel about this entry or how I could think this. I just need comfort. You don't need to comment I need to rest and feel liek me again. My eyes are so dry from crying, stupid dry eyes lol.
The weekend was great I luaghed so hard, felt wonderful, and felt like people like me for me.
But today, I feel not so right.
Last night I was in so much pain I donno why but my arms felt like they had knives cutting into them. Nelly and I did like swallow half the pool becuase of a noodle, but I am use to fighting and pushing my body. I think the sun had to do with it. But that cannot be the reason to why I feeling like this.
I don't want to fight anymore, fight for anythign or anyone I get hurt and I am nice so why do I question it.
Oh well one night of sleep will make things right, I just need to drift into dreamsof what I want my life to be like.
I just know that I feel alone, no one is fighting for me? They might fight but then they let go. Maybe not but thats how I feel right now. This is NOT directed at anyone, please don't make a comment about how I made you feel about this entry or how I could think this. I just need comfort. You don't need to comment I need to rest and feel liek me again. My eyes are so dry from crying, stupid dry eyes lol.