Nov 01, 2006 20:37
You posted again, no not here. I question who was it about? You have her, you are with her. Unless its not her. Then who. Could it be who you had? I know how you feel about her, but at least you had the chance to hold them, touch them, tell them how you feel without fear of significant others finding out. At least you had the chance. I wasnt able to be with the person that makes my heart skip a beat. I can only see them lead me on then change in an instant. I know how you feel...
I had my reason for not calling. I wanted, no needed to see if you would call me since you had to hide me before. You let me down. I guess it is my fault for having higher hopes than I should. You have only one obligation to me, and that is to be my friend. And still that is by your choice. So it is voluntary. No obligation neccessary. Im sorry if it seemed like I blamed you. My hurt got the best of me, and Im sorry for that. I did cave though, I did call you, once. Nothing. I figured you were just hiding me again. I understand, but I dont know what its like. I could never hide some one like you. But Im not you, so I must be easier to hide. I understand...