desperate for a savior

[chicken_dork]

so lately i have been totally bummed out. Im looking towards god for the strength and wisdom i need to get through this hard time in my life. I think he is the only one that has any power left. Im all out of fight and its like matt is refusing to comprehend what im going through. He listens, and tries his hardest. But i keep thinking that deep

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[mellybelly]

Ya know I really don't know what to say to that except that I'm always here if you need me and I know we're no where near as close as we used to be, but you're still my best friend in the whole world girly. You're the only one who I can go to who really understands and will honestly listen; who I know I can tell anything to without worrying. So I am here for you my friend; It's my turn to listen to you now. So speak away...

[chicken_dork]

thanks melissa. it means a lot. and why arent we close anymore? you should really come see the new place. its so lonely out here in colerain.... or you could always call, hell anyone can call me if they want 513-405-9842, just ask for me.

[mellybelly]

what happened to your cell?

[chicken_dork]

with no job i have no money... i mean its so tight that we are just finishing the food from the food banks... like we have food, but they eat all the microwave stuff and the only things left you actually have to cook. which isnt a problem except why cook a lot when its only for yourself. ya know? haha

[mellybelly]

I thought you were suing Dell or something...

[chicken_dork]

we cant do anything till we know whats wrong with my shoulder... and once that is healed, then the actions can take place