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I feel it now. I understand it now. I love you.
You were in my head no matter what was happening, and all I wanted was to see you again. You did this to me and Im glad you did.
Peers and friends of mine speak of kids and their lives. I never thought I would ever want a child of my own, yet now I do. Not now, only when I am ready. It is the fact that I can not give the gift of a continuation to just any one, I want it to be some one the child can not be ashamed of. Some one who wants the same things I do in life. Giving the gift of life with the same honorable blood that flows through the viens of the parents is the most rewarding thing. To know that the kin is destined for greatness is something that would honor myself, and I want it to be a father that would be honored by the same thing. Is there such a noble man? To stand by my side and I by his, to raise the most precious gift ever given? Or am I just dreaming for something I do not deserve? I do not want it now, only when we are ready...
Cali rocked. So did tijuana. i heart mexico...
You were in my head no matter what was happening, and all I wanted was to see you again. You did this to me and Im glad you did.
Peers and friends of mine speak of kids and their lives. I never thought I would ever want a child of my own, yet now I do. Not now, only when I am ready. It is the fact that I can not give the gift of a continuation to just any one, I want it to be some one the child can not be ashamed of. Some one who wants the same things I do in life. Giving the gift of life with the same honorable blood that flows through the viens of the parents is the most rewarding thing. To know that the kin is destined for greatness is something that would honor myself, and I want it to be a father that would be honored by the same thing. Is there such a noble man? To stand by my side and I by his, to raise the most precious gift ever given? Or am I just dreaming for something I do not deserve? I do not want it now, only when we are ready...
Cali rocked. So did tijuana. i heart mexico...