I dont know what happened and its killing me
Why do i have to be a nosy girl and read a note that did not have my name on it? Now its all i can think about and i feel like i have done something wrong. I should have kept my eyes in my head and i would be fine now. What makes it worse is that he does not know i read it. He tried to protect me from it, but no, i was a girl and read it before he even had a chance, i feel like a terrible person. I love him and all he has done, but now i have this on my mind and its all i can think about. What do i do? I need a hug, and to talk to him about a lot of things.