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Okay, I am well awae that I am the biggest dumbass in the world. I screw up big time when I try to help or only get half the information, but I get over it, say I'm sorry and move on.
I appear to have two kinds of friends. The first kind are the reason I am resorting to write a journal thingie. (Nobody in particular, collectively, so don't bitch at me if you think I am refurring to you alone, I'm not, I'm just getting this out of my system! This post is a bitch about myself!) They are people who get upset alot and I like to try and help. I get this wrong rather frequently, mostly because I cannot understand getting that upset/depressed/lose confidence myself. I am a naturally happy person. If I get a bad run I look towards some kind of light at the end of the tunnel, like going out shopping or looking towards getting a degree so I can go somewhere. That is my goal.
Therefore, my inability to understand people, as much as I damn well try, seems to put me in a worse predicament because I try and either tell them to forget their problems (Is it really that hard?! I'm sure an hour or two or Anime would solve all for anyone!) Or try and make a solution to them. There goes another one of my big problems.... suggesting solutions never gets Anybody Anywhere!!!! I get told to leave them to it but I hate seeing people I care about in misery. Doesn't everyone? So basically I'm some bitch who thinks they can help people - YOU'RE WRONG CHICKEE, WRONG!!!
The other kind of friend is the kind I Am missing right now. Bunny I am so talking about you. I have been feeling so lonely for so long I only put my finger on the reason for this after spending the day with Arty yeasterday, I need my friends that I go out and have fun with, draw with and can generally joke with about anything and everything. If we have a problem we bitch about it together and then it's over, life goes on, we go and get icecream. (Coz we all know ice cream solves all)
Well, It seems that I have nobody like that at the moment, and so yes, I am lonely. Bunny I can really relate to you on that loneliness right now and we have to meet up soon before we both go nutters. I need happy people who go hyper on V and draw pretty pictures for my wall.
I so don't feel like doing schoolwork today. I feel like researching something with utterly no kankei, YAY FOR ME~
Damn I'm feeling sorry for myself today. Over it now peoples, really!! <3<3<3<3
I appear to have two kinds of friends. The first kind are the reason I am resorting to write a journal thingie. (Nobody in particular, collectively, so don't bitch at me if you think I am refurring to you alone, I'm not, I'm just getting this out of my system! This post is a bitch about myself!) They are people who get upset alot and I like to try and help. I get this wrong rather frequently, mostly because I cannot understand getting that upset/depressed/lose confidence myself. I am a naturally happy person. If I get a bad run I look towards some kind of light at the end of the tunnel, like going out shopping or looking towards getting a degree so I can go somewhere. That is my goal.
Therefore, my inability to understand people, as much as I damn well try, seems to put me in a worse predicament because I try and either tell them to forget their problems (Is it really that hard?! I'm sure an hour or two or Anime would solve all for anyone!) Or try and make a solution to them. There goes another one of my big problems.... suggesting solutions never gets Anybody Anywhere!!!! I get told to leave them to it but I hate seeing people I care about in misery. Doesn't everyone? So basically I'm some bitch who thinks they can help people - YOU'RE WRONG CHICKEE, WRONG!!!
The other kind of friend is the kind I Am missing right now. Bunny I am so talking about you. I have been feeling so lonely for so long I only put my finger on the reason for this after spending the day with Arty yeasterday, I need my friends that I go out and have fun with, draw with and can generally joke with about anything and everything. If we have a problem we bitch about it together and then it's over, life goes on, we go and get icecream. (Coz we all know ice cream solves all)
Well, It seems that I have nobody like that at the moment, and so yes, I am lonely. Bunny I can really relate to you on that loneliness right now and we have to meet up soon before we both go nutters. I need happy people who go hyper on V and draw pretty pictures for my wall.
I so don't feel like doing schoolwork today. I feel like researching something with utterly no kankei, YAY FOR ME~
Damn I'm feeling sorry for myself today. Over it now peoples, really!! <3<3<3<3