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so all day yesterday i looked forward to seeing bobby.
ha.
so i get out of work, come home, and my sister calls like "don't forget i wont be home. i'm starting the new job" blah blah. she got a weekend job for fun. so i had to eat dinner by myself. then i just lazied around waiting for bobby to get out of work so i could call him. i finally called him, offered him dinner, he got excited and then i got excited. so i scrambled to clean up the apt and waited. and nothing, so i called him again and he was back at his apt and said they were ordering pizza so he was gonna eat there. then he said he would pick me up, and i was like cool but i had to shower and stuff. so whatevs. i shower and get dressed and what not and wait.
i looked cute. =\
so like 2 hrs pass and nothing. i text him then called him and nothing. i figured he had fallen asleep cause he was really tired and he sounded really tired, so whatevs.
well, i ended up falling asleep like at 12 and then gabe text me! ugh. and invited me to smoke and i wanted to go sooo bad. really. but i knew if i went over, i'd like fall asleep right away cause i get all sleepy face when i'm high. but still, gabe kept bugging me. and ugh, i wanted to go sooo bad! i almost did, but i told him i didn't want to drive, so he left me alone.
so then bobby text me like at 1 and he's like "good morning =)". aww, i got happy but at the same time i was annoyed cause i was asleep, and upset cause i got all dolled up and WAITED for his call! ugh. i knew it was mean to get upset over it cause he was tired, but i got cute and waited. i WAITED. i don't wait. =\ anywho. i responded with a mere "no". haha. i don't know why. i was like asleep, so i guess it's ok. no? haha. so he text back with "sorry" and i didn't respond. i was sleepy. i didn't care. at the point, i knew we weren't going to hang out, and all i wanted to do was sleep. gabe had kept me awake earlier and i just wanted to sleep. so then later he text me again and was like "r u angry, i was sleepin" and i responded with "no. i went to sleep too." and that was it. and i text him this morning with "good morning. i wasn't upset last night. it's just that i was asleep when you were texting me. sorry if i was rude" and nothing! no response. and i called him too. and nothing. and now i'm sad.
all i wanted to do was see him. not in the dirty way either! just see him! cause i like to be with him. =(
oh well. shit happens, i guess. i hope he talks to me today cause i want to go to oyster bake. hehe. <3 i like himmmm. ugh. dumb boy. he doesn't even KNOW...
<3 monica
ha.
so i get out of work, come home, and my sister calls like "don't forget i wont be home. i'm starting the new job" blah blah. she got a weekend job for fun. so i had to eat dinner by myself. then i just lazied around waiting for bobby to get out of work so i could call him. i finally called him, offered him dinner, he got excited and then i got excited. so i scrambled to clean up the apt and waited. and nothing, so i called him again and he was back at his apt and said they were ordering pizza so he was gonna eat there. then he said he would pick me up, and i was like cool but i had to shower and stuff. so whatevs. i shower and get dressed and what not and wait.
i looked cute. =\
so like 2 hrs pass and nothing. i text him then called him and nothing. i figured he had fallen asleep cause he was really tired and he sounded really tired, so whatevs.
well, i ended up falling asleep like at 12 and then gabe text me! ugh. and invited me to smoke and i wanted to go sooo bad. really. but i knew if i went over, i'd like fall asleep right away cause i get all sleepy face when i'm high. but still, gabe kept bugging me. and ugh, i wanted to go sooo bad! i almost did, but i told him i didn't want to drive, so he left me alone.
so then bobby text me like at 1 and he's like "good morning =)". aww, i got happy but at the same time i was annoyed cause i was asleep, and upset cause i got all dolled up and WAITED for his call! ugh. i knew it was mean to get upset over it cause he was tired, but i got cute and waited. i WAITED. i don't wait. =\ anywho. i responded with a mere "no". haha. i don't know why. i was like asleep, so i guess it's ok. no? haha. so he text back with "sorry" and i didn't respond. i was sleepy. i didn't care. at the point, i knew we weren't going to hang out, and all i wanted to do was sleep. gabe had kept me awake earlier and i just wanted to sleep. so then later he text me again and was like "r u angry, i was sleepin" and i responded with "no. i went to sleep too." and that was it. and i text him this morning with "good morning. i wasn't upset last night. it's just that i was asleep when you were texting me. sorry if i was rude" and nothing! no response. and i called him too. and nothing. and now i'm sad.
all i wanted to do was see him. not in the dirty way either! just see him! cause i like to be with him. =(
oh well. shit happens, i guess. i hope he talks to me today cause i want to go to oyster bake. hehe. <3 i like himmmm. ugh. dumb boy. he doesn't even KNOW...
<3 monica