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hey, so yesterday was my big party. you werent here to enjoy it with me, but i still had fun. Kim and brandon came over to be with me and all my family, we had fun. I got my laptop computer that i always wanted (finally!) but anyways, party was fun, but sgt garcia never showed up. it's ok i guess, it's just that he promised me he would come and he didnt. i hate it when people break their promises...
i finally graduated high school, and it feels so weird. Like im not really on my own. i leave for boot camp july 18th and for some reason i feel like it's not real. is this normal...? i dont know what to think anymore. I have been going to school my whole life, it was my comfort zone... now it's gone. i have to find a new comfort zone. in a way i guess im really scared to go out into the new world. i never thought this moment would ever come, and now that im facing it right in the eyes i dont want it anymore. im scared, my parents might kick me out, where am i to go? i know that i have my fiance and everything, but i dont like relying on people for everything. Kim tells me that im going to have to learn to do that since we are going to get married and all.
I guess what im tryin to say is that im scared and dont know what to do... what should I do??? I need help!!!!!!!!!